i finally see why everyone leaves you
why she couldn't love you anymore
because your so mean
to people who care abt you
i know hurt people hurt people
but that doesn't make it okay to treat people like shit
that doesn't make it okay to talk shit abt me to all your friends
saying i'm not good enough for you
and that you would never date me
and i'm a crazy bitch
and you don't know why i care if i talk to you or not
because i liked you
and you acted like you liked me too
when all you wanted was attention
which i knew
deep down
but i wanted to love you
i had so much love to give you
why couldn't you see that
why couldn't you want that
things would be so much better if you hadn't been a douche
after you got your ego bruised
you're such a jerk
such a jerk
for leading people on
i feel bad for the girls you've done this too
maybe i was the only one who cared enough to feel this way
that's why i'm a crazy bitch
but it hurts
when you care so much abt someone and they just toss you away like it's nothing
like i meant nothing
i know i meant something
you may not show it
but fuck did your eyes
i knew it
i know it
you cared
that's why you couldn't keep your mouth shut
that's why
i don't think i'm being delusional there
i hurt your ego
i touched a nerve
actually fuck you for what you said
i wish you could see all i've written abt you
when you probably don't deserve it
i'm sorry that your hurting
i am
because your such a piece of shit
i had so much hope for you
fuck you
i wish i wasn't a good person
cause you don't deserve me to hold my tongue
i wish i could say mean things abt you
and not feel bad for you
YOU ARE READING
words i'll never say
Poetrydon't read this its probably very triggering i shouldn't publish it but i think it'll make me feel a bit better it's shit too it's not a poem or anything just my thoughts when i'm freaking out over nothing
