why are you back
why are you saying you miss me
look at all the things you did
you hurt me
i gave you my heart my all i was going to do anything for you
and you took advantage of that
you held me in your hand and crushed me
you had all my attention and now that it's gone
you want it back
you miss me
well miss me in class
but the thing is
we weren't super good friends until i liked you
all those things you miss
you can't have
bc i cant like you anymore
i would never forgive myself to fall back into your pattern
maybe if you hadn't been so mean
saying that shit abt me
i miss when i liked you
and when i thought i had you
but reality is
you didn't want that
or at least thought so
and now it's too late
so please don't take me back to that place
bc you hurt me so bad
i hate that
but you did
you hurt so bad
and it's my fault
i knew deep down you didn't want me
but i thought maybe eventually you would
i never thought i'd be writing abt you
please
please
leave me alone
i know i was begging to have you before
but please
go away
i don't miss you
i don't want you
please go away
YOU ARE READING
words i'll never say
Puisidon't read this its probably very triggering i shouldn't publish it but i think it'll make me feel a bit better it's shit too it's not a poem or anything just my thoughts when i'm freaking out over nothing
