Baby blue short stories

I love you more than I hate me 1

Tw: mention of past bullying, selfharm and suicide

WillDip

PoV Mason
I wasn't nervous when I entered my new Collegedorm. Why would I be?

I was Mason *fucking* Gleefull! I could handle anything coming towards me or buy me out of it.

My new dorm-mate seemed to be in his room, since I heard noises from it, so I knocked.

"One second!", An angelic voice called, then the door opened and I gazed at the most gorgeous man I had ever seen. He was taller than me, had long blue hair and stunning blue eyes.

We stared at each other for to long.

Then he shut the door and locked it.

...what?

I brought my stuff into my room, then took out my phone to watch ClickClocks.

I didn't see my mate leave his room once for hours, even though he must've went to the toilet.

I let my thoughts wander to his eyes and face. It seemed so familiar. As if we met before. But I would remember someone this pretty, wouldn't I?

I eventually went back to his door and knocked again.

Eventually he opened it a bit.

"Hey, I don't bite. I'm Mason Gleefull. And you are?", I smiled.

"You...you don't recognize me?", He asked, opening the door a bit more.

I gazed at him again.

"Not at all, should I?", I asked softly.

"I assume not. But you have to understand that I am currently not very eager to talk to you.",  The boy sighed, running a hand through his hair.

Before he could close the door again I said: "Wait! Please, what's your name, gorgeous?"

"Cipher. William Cipher. Please leave me alone.", He said. I was to shocked to stop him from locking the door again.

I turned around, went to my room and called my sister.

"What's up? Is your roommate a freak?", She giggled.

"Worse. My roommate is the boy I bullied in middle school.", I sighed.

"The one that tried to kill himself? Small, chubby, blue hair?", Mabel asked surprised.

"Well, he had a growth spurt and lost a few pounds. He's so pretty, I didn't recognize him. I should ask if I can change dorms, the poor guy...", I thought out loud.

"That's a good idea. You were such an asshole back when Ford was still our guardian.".

"I know. I don't want him to have to feel bad in his own dorm, I'll go find a teacher", I sighed sadly, then stood up and left to do so.

I eventually found a teacher and immediately asked: "Sir, may I switch dorms, please?"

He laughed.

"Sorry, son. We have a "no switching"-policy, so people don't get misjudged immediately.", He told me.

"I understand that, but I really need to be put somewhere else, anywhere! You see, Mister William Cipher and I already know each other and... we're not on the best terms.", I explained.

The teacher sighed.

"What's so bad about mister Cipher, you can't live with him?", The teacher chuckled.

"It's not like I couldn't...no, Sir. I used to be a real asshole towards him in middle school and it didn't end well, please, I don't want him to feel bad because of me.", I tried again.