Jake's POV
I looked at myself on the mirror and smiled. I totally changed..... for the better.
Niligpit ko na ang mga skincare ko at pagbukas ko nga ng drawer ko ay nakita ko doon ang notebook ko.
Napangiti ako.
Kinuha ko ito at hinaplos, it's been 2 months since I started writing in it. Tinignan ko ang frame na bagong lagay ko roon.
"And it's all because of you, Zeke." saad ko sa sarili ko. Binuklat ko ang unang pahina nito kung saan ito ang kauna unahang sulat ko.
Monday
I'm so exhausted, I wanna sleep but lemme tell you first what happened today. I kissed Zeke. Yea funny right? I don't know, maybe I was too drunk, he started to look cute in my eyes and I can't help myself but to kiss him. Or maybe nabitin ako kanina sa bar? Whatever, just believe me. I kissed a boy. Hope he'll forget about that and never let it happen again.
Napatawa naman ako ng bahagya. I wrote it right after Zeke drop me off here. God, natatawa parin ako tuwing naiisip kong hinalikan ko sya nung time na yon. Binuklat ko muli ito sa pangalawang pahina.
Thursday
Yo, it's been a while. Guess what, last day we fought, i was so down. I don't know what happened but it feels so different that he's not annoying me anymore. But today I was confused when he asked me on a date. I thought he's mad at me. But I'm so happy. My worst enemy, bring me back to life.
Napangiti akong muli. It's funny na netong mga time na to ay hindi ko parin talaga alam ang nararamdaman ko para kay Zeke. Dahil hindi ko rin tanggap na magkakagusto ako sakanya. Nilipat ko ito sa pangatlong pahina.
Monday
Hey, it's been weeks. Life's still boring but thankful for Zeke cause he made it exciting day by day. Today we're planning for a booth. And yea... last night...Zeke and I... I don't know! Don't ask me why, I just throw myself at him. I... I realized that... I like how he make me happy. How my problems become easy when he's around. Nvm, goodnight.
Napakamot ako ng ulo, naalala ko pa ang gabing iyon. Malamig at malakas ang ulan, god I really did surrender to him.
Next page......
Wednesday
Been a while, many things happened but one thing is great. Wanna know what? Zeke's my boyfriend now! I miss him so much. He's busy but he promised that we will go on a date and we will make our own family. What should I do? How should I act? God it's my first time having a relationship- and it's Zeke! Wish me luck!
I never knew I was this cheesy. It's giving me goosebumps.
Next page....
Monday
Sup! Shai called me today, and I talked to her father. I was so scared but when he told me what he wanted to say, it made me shocked. I don't wanna do it, I was so mad. I'm afraid it'll hurt Zeke's feeling. Please teach me how to be good boyfriend, diary.
Nawala ng bahagya ang ngiti ko. About Shai.... nah don't think about her. It's about my boyfriend.
Friday
Hey!! It's been a while hehe. Life's full of surprises noh? We were not good the whole week but luckily, Zeke loves me. He's so handsome, I'm so jealous to those girls who can touch him freely. He's my boyfriend but i can't even be close to him in public. I wanna show them he's mine. Help me, diary.
