Past's Beautiful Present [UNDER EDITING]

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08. Lucky.

I woke up at tinatamad pa ako tumayo. Mamaya pa ang klase ko. I just stared at my ceiling.

When kuya talked about his girl last night, his eyes were full of love. He even told me I was close with her before I lost my memories. Losing my memories never really bothered me not until now. I want it back. I felt like I was missing out on a lot of things.

I want my memories so damn back.

Dahil sa pagkawala ng memorya ko ay naging makakalimutin ako.

If I got an appointment, I have to write them in my notes. I tend to forget to write in my diary so I placef an alarm every night before sleeping. It's only my way to remember.

Its frustrates me so much kapag may nakakalimutan ako.

But I also don't want to think too much, it was said by my doctor in the US that I shouldn't force my memories since baka sumakit lang ang ulo.

I don't plan to disobey that since I still have class and wala akong balak umabsent. Ang hirap kaya kapag umabsent ka, parang na missed out mo na ang buong subject.

Especially graduating na kami so madami talaga kaming ginagawa.

Alas sais y media palang ng umaga kaya tinatamad muna akong bumangon kaso may readings pa pala ako.

Nag-isip-isip ako habang nagbabasa.

Let's say I finished college and got my degree. So what's next? Go to law school then I'll take the boarding exam then look for a law firm-hindi ko pala kailangang maghanap dahil ipapasa naman daw sa akin ang Tyrell firm. I still got 5 years.

Ang tagal pala.

Will I be a great prosecutor someday? They first suggested that I should just be a criminal attorney but I don't want it because what if my client is guilty? I'd still have to defend them because they have the right so it's against my values.

I flinched a bit when I heard my phone beeped. I opened my Instagram.

I checked who it was and when I saw the name, I bit my lip to stop my smile.

@LeeEchiverri:

What time is your class today?

I checked first my calendar, it was Saturday today so hindi maaga ang schedule ko.

@JhaneNatSalazar

9-12 ang morning class ko.

Nagulat ako nang kaagad siyang nagseen. Para bang inaabangan. Three dots kept dancing on the left down corner kaya in-exist ko muna. Baka kasi akala niya atat ako sa reply niya. Hehe.

Luh, hard to get?

Nakita kong nakapag reply na siya pero bago ko pa napindot iyon may pumasok na ibang dm kaya iyon ang napindot ko.

@ZephlixA:

Treat me lunch today.

Sino naman 'to? Napakagat ako ng labi ko dahil nakita ko din sa notifs ang dm ni Brian.

@LeeEchiverri:

Great. Let's eat lunch together.

Fudge, what do I do?