I woke up in the arms of someone. But I was really hot. Like, extremely hot. I got out of their arms quickly and went to the bathroom. I turned on the shower in a warm-cold temperature. I undressed quickly and hopped in. It was still scalding. I just sat down in the cold water, trying to cool down. But it wasn't working. It was painful and itchy. I could only think of one thing. Cutting. But with the boys on the lookout for my arms, I couldn't cut there. And then I looked at my stomach, where a few I had done before. I grabbed my knife from under the sink and started cutting. I saw the blood turn nearly pink from the water.
"Hey Y/N?" Shit. Denks woke up.
"Yeah?"
"Are you ok?"
"Yep. Just, taking a shower."
"Ok..." I put the knife down and took an actual shower. Quickly. I got out a few minutes later. I was still bleeding so I wrapped my stomach in bandages. Then I remembered. I panicked so quickly that I forgot to grab clothes. I wrap a towel around me and slowly open the door. Kaminari was standing directly to the side of the opening and he saw me in the towel.
"WHAT ARE YOU DOING?" He looked away with a red face.
"I forgot clothes..."
"Well grab them quickly." I did a little trot to my closet and grabbed what I needed. As I was going back to the bathroom, the front door opened.
"Hey Y/N-" Kirishima just stood and stared.
"Move into the room already!" Bakugo yelled. Instead, Kirishima pushed them out and slammed the door. "WHAT THE HELL?!" I heard Bakugo yell. I ran into the bathroom and changed quickly. When I came out, Kirishima sat with a pillow on his lap.
"Sorry..." I say, looking at him.
"It's fine." Sero got up and approached me. He took my arms and just looked at them. I stiffened up.
"Good. No more." I just looked to the side.
"Yeah..."
"Listen." Kirishima started speaking. "We just want to make sure you are ok." I had to take a deep breath before speaking.
"I understand but don't take my hands by force. I will show if you ask." Sero let go.
"Sorry." I cupped his face.
"It's fine."
"So, what now?" Denki asked.
"Uh, you guys can go home."
"No," Bakugo said.
"Yes. You gotta go to your room."
"My mom doesn't care. I can just go grab my stuff."
"My parents are out for the month." Sero chimed in.
"Mine are fine with it as long as I check in." Kirishima started to get his phone out.
"My mom and dad are out of the country for hero work for the next few months," Denks said.
"They are heroes?"
"Yeah." It didn't really affect me tho.
"So what should we do?"
"You guys." I looked at all of them. "Need to go home and shower." I looked at Bakugo specifically.
"Why are you looking at me fuck face?"
"You reek of caramel."
"Fuck you." He stormed out of the room.
"And now for you guys, just go shower. He only smells like that cause he sweats nitroglycerin. Now the rest of you. Shoo shoo." I pushed them all out. Once they were gone, I felt truly alone. Like a wave of darkness just hit me. I just went to the bathroom and sat on the floor. I saw the knife at the edge of my vision. I just grabbed it and lifted my shirt, unwrapping the bandages. I started cutting. The final cut was a long, deep cut all the way across my stomach. I started to bandage up before there was a knock at the door. I rushed out, securing the bandage on my stomach and pulling my shirt down before opening the door.
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MHA X Depressed Reader
RandomY/N has always been bullied for many things. Her height, the way she looks, the way she acts, the way she speaks and sounds. But most of all, her dad died. People would rub it in her face that they had dads and she didn't. Little did they know it wo...
