"WHAT THE FUCK WERE YOU THINKING?!" My mom screamed at me.
"Hello. Good day to you. How are you?"
"Oh don't fucking do that. Ya know what. Hi. My day is fucking fantastic. First, my car breaks this morning, the mechanic's office is closed, I had to use my last sick day, and I get a call from the hospital that my daughter is in here with several lacerations to her arms, stomach, and thighs. How's yours?"
"Oh great. How can I help you?" She chuckled and started pacing.
"I do-"
"Did." I corrected her and she snapped her head to me.
"Shut. The FUCK UP. LISTEN TO ME! WHEN WE GET HOME, I AM BEATING YOUR ASS AND LOCKING YOU IN YOUR ROOM FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE!"
"Oh really?" I just sat there with a smirk on my face.
"WIPE THAT DUMBASS FACE OFF YOUR FACE! YOU ARE SUCH A DISGRACE!" She walked over to me and grabbed my arm. She yanked me off the bed and I fell to the ground. She grabbed my arm again and started pulling me out of the room. "WE. ARE. LEAVING." I decided to fight back. I activated the tears.
"NO! Let go of me! I don't wanna go with you!" I tried clawing her hands off of me and kicking with my legs still weak. Then she opened the door. I tried my best not to smirk when my teacher, the doctor, and all of my classmates were standing there. Mina had her phone out.
"Hi..." She let go of me and I drew my hand to the floor dramatically. "I've decided to sign the papers." Kiri, Han, and Denks came over to me and helped me to the bed.
"You need to come with us, ma'am." Mr. Aizawa had his scarf at the ready.
"Why?"
"Because I got the whole thing on video. Now let's go Y/N's soon-to-end mom." Mina held up her phone and skipped down the hall. My mom, the doctor, and Mr. Aizawa followed behind her. I sat on the bed and scorched back to the pillow.
"Thanks, guys." I rubbed Denk's hair. Then they all climbed in with me. Han and Kiri were on one side while Denks was on the other. Bakugo stood on the wall across from my bed. "Come on." I held a hand out and did a grabby motion. He walked over and laid on me. He wasn't as heavy as I thought he would be. His head was laying on my tummy and his arms were wrapped around my waist.
"Will you be ok, Y/N?" Kiri looked at me. I cupped his face with one hand.
"Of course. I'll be fine." A few minutes later, they were asleep except for me. My mind wouldn't stop talking. I had my eyes closed.
" You failed in killing yourself."
-I didn't want to.- I was thinking to myself.
"Then why do it in the first place?"
-It helps get rid of the pain.-
"Tell the truth." I opened my eyes.
-I want to die yet I don't at the same time.-
"You can't have the best of both worlds. Staying alive only causes more pain and sadness. Might as well do yourself a favor and just die."
-I can't.-
"Why? Because of your friends? They don't care. You have lost weight due to not eating. Not much but it is lost."
-And?-
"You're skinny. They now see you as hot."
-They don't.-
"And you know that? They only like you for your body. Ever noticed how when you are all together, they always end up touching you?" I thought for a moment.
-When Bakugo found out, they all cuddled with me and the days following. Han invited me to his dorm to sleep together. And now...- I looked down and they were all holding a piece of me. -No, no no you're wrong. They like me for me.-
"You see it too."I heard the voice smile. "Kill yourself. Make it easier for all of us." Then I heard footsteps. I snapped out of whatever trance I was in and it was dark outside. That talk must've taken a few hours. The door opened and Bakugo shot up. He hopped off the bed quickly, wobbling around and having trouble standing. Aizawa entered.
"So, they said that I will be your legal guardian from now on since your mother is not mentally stable enough to make the correct choices. There will be a court hearing in a few days to get a legal document. But for now, you are released. We will have a meeting with Principal Nezu tomorrow about what to do for you at UA.
"Ok. Thank you, Mr. Aizawa."
"Sure thing." I nudged all the boys awake and they got off the bed. Kirishima handed me a large hoodie of his and I put it on. He then gave me a piggyback ride. We all walked out of the hospital, except for me, and we all went back to the dorms. When we got there, the others were waiting at the entrance.
"Y/N! What happened?" Momo and Uraraka were next to me.
"I didn't drink any water yesterday and it was really hot in my room. I just passed out. I'm ok." I reassured them, watching a few of them let go of their breath.
"You need to drink more water, Y/N. It is very important-" Iida was lecturing me.
"I'm sorry Iida. But I'd like to go rest now. Is that ok?"
"Rest is especially important. Head to bed right now and get a good night's rest."
"Thanks. Good night guys." I waved them off and Kirishima took me to my dorm. He tried to set me down on the floor by my door, but my legs collapsed. He caught me before I fell. Han helped me walk to my bed. Denks shut and locked the door. Bakugo was leaning on the wall as the others came to bed with me. Bakugo stayed on the wall. He was on his phone.
"What are you doing?"
"None of your business." He was typing aggressively.
"Can you please come here? I'm really tired."
"Can it." I felt bad but I didn't bug him anymore. I lay down and Denks was on my left side. Kiri was on my right, and Han was hugging my waist from under me.
"Just come over whenever you feel, ok Katsu?" I closed my eyes and turned away from him. I heard him mumble to himself before coming over. He lay on my stomach carefully, cuddling into me.
"Hurry and kill yourself. They don't care." The voice was back.
-I won't.-
"Fine then. If you won't, then I will." I was out. When I woke up, I wasn't in bed.I was in my bathroom.
What did I do?
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MHA X Depressed Reader
De TodoY/N has always been bullied for many things. Her height, the way she looks, the way she acts, the way she speaks and sounds. But most of all, her dad died. People would rub it in her face that they had dads and she didn't. Little did they know it wo...
