I woke up the next morning nearly suffocated. Bakugo was laying on top of me, Benks was hugging me really tight, and the others actually gave me space. I tried getting up but Bakugo was crushing me. "Get off..." I whispered, trying to push him. Nothing worked. I saw my phone on the floor in front of me so I just went on TikTok.
"Y/N?" After 30 minutes of being crushed, Han was finally awake.
"Han. Help. I haven't been able to breathe for the last 30 minutes."
"Ok." They basically launched Bakugo off of me. I took a deep breath in, glad I was finally able to breathe.
"What the hell?!"
"You were sleeping on top of her."
"So what?!"
"She was hardly breathing."
"I thought my life would end being suffocated by a big elephant laying on me. " I said, being dramatic.
"Who are you calling an elephant?"
"Does someone hear a trumpet?"
"Oh shut up," Bakugo said, tackling me. I just started laughing. The others woke up.
"What is happening?" Kiri said.
"I'm being mauled. Help!" I yelled. I was still laughing. Until Bakugo's hand pressed on my stomach. Fucking hell it hurt. But I had to show no emotion. "Ok ok. I have to help them today." I made a bubble and floated Bakugo off of me.
"Put me down!"
"Wait until I'm in the bathroom." I grabbed my clothes and went to the bathroom. I heard a thud followed by...
"FUCK! MY ASS!" I just laughed and got changed. I looked at the bandages and they were completely bloody. I took them off, cleaned, and changed them. I was ready quickly and I stepped out of the bathroom.
"Ok. Stay here or don't. I don't care. I will be cleaning. And don't bother me." I shut the door and headed out. I went to the kitchen and started cleaning the dishes. Then I moved to the hallways, then I went to the garden. I tended to the flowers, pulled weeds, and spread the fertilizer. After a few hours, the large party left and I had to check them out and check new customers in. It was a long process since they used the paper method instead of a computer. But it worked out. Eventually, my shift was over and I was going back to my room.
"Oh, Y/N. Are you not going to eat with us tonight?"
"Oh, no. Thank you though, Mrs. Koda. I have some food in my room."
"Well, ok then." She walked away sad. I felt bad after but I really didn't want to eat. I got back to my room and it was empty. I just slumped down on the couch with all of the new plushies I got and go on my phone. I see some sad things, putting me in a sad mood. I just lay on the plushies, overthinking my entire life. Then the door opened.
"Hey." It was Bakugo. I didn't answer him and tried to pretend to be asleep. "You awake?" Didn't answer. Didn't move. I heard his footsteps come closer to me and then stopped. "I know you aren't asleep. You are breathing way too fast."
"What do you want?"
"Well, I came to stay. The others are on their way."
"Mkay."
"What happened?"
"Nothing."
"Don't give me that bullshit."
"Just drop it."
"What the fuck is wrong with you? I'm actually trying to help."
"I didn't ask for your help. I don't need it."
"Oh really? Then I'm fucking done helping." He stomped his way out of the door and slammed it shut, making me jump. I just started crying. I failed another person because of my mood swings. A knock on the door was heard.
"Hey, Y/N?" It is Denks.
"Yeah?" I tried leveling out my voice and I wiped my tears quickly.
"Are you ok?"
"Yeah. Why?"
"Bakugo was grumbling about you as he was walking out."
"Ignore him." He walked around and bent down to my level."
"What's wrong?"
"Why does everyone think something is wrong?"
"Well, you don't look very happy."
"I'm tired Denks! I'm tired of masking. I just want to be alone." I curled my legs to my chest.
"I won't let you be."
"Please... just leave." I heard him sigh.
"I won't leave but I will stay quiet and in a corner, away from you. Is that ok?" I didn't move. "I'll just stay over here. Call me if you need or want anything, ok?" I didn't move. A few minutes passed and Han and Kiri entered but didn't say anything. Kiri came around to me.
"What's wrong?"
"I don't know."
"What do you mean you don't know?"
"I just don't know! It happens really often."
"Is there anything I can do to help?"
"No."
"May I touch you?"
"No."
"Ok. Do you want us to leave?"
"No."
"We will be sitting in the corner. Is it ok if we talk?"
"Yeah."
"Just call us if you need anything." He walked away and joined the others. I just lay there, not thinking about anything yet thinking about everything at the same time. Like I was paralyzed. Eventually, I was snapped out of it by the boys moving around. I peeked over at them and Kiri was carrying Denks on his shoulders. I didn't really care what they did. I went back to being me. Eventually, I got up and got the futon. I laid it out on the floor and grabbed a stuffie.
"Um..." The guys looked at me. I pointed to the futon and they all smiled. They got up and Kiri and Denks got in the futon with me. Han turned out the light. "Han no-" He turned the light out and there were stars on the ceiling. Han got in bed.
"You like it?" He said. I just nodded, counting the number of stars, finding more as I turned my head. They all kinda laughed.
"Why are you guys laughing?"
"Well, Bakugo told us to do this. And he said that this would be your reaction. So it is just funny that he knows you that well."
"He doesn't know me. If he did, he would've done what you did."
"I know he is hard on you but he does care. Maybe next time, try not to snap."
"It wasn't my fault." I nuzzled into someone's chest, not caring about who it is.
"Well, can you promise us one thing?"
" I can't promise anything."
"Well, can you promise to let us take care of you?"
"I can not. But I do appreciate it. I may say I hate it, but I don't." After that, everything became gibberish. I don't know what I said.
Kirishima POV:
We are pretty sure she was so tired she just said anything.
"I can not. But I do appreciate it. I may say I hate it, but I don't." She passed for a while then spoke again. "Cause I love you guys."
"What did she say?" Sero said.
"I said I love you guys."
"Aww. You love us."
"Mhm." She had a childish voice.
"Go to sleep now, Y/N," I say, brushing her hair with my fingers.
"Ok..." We all thought she stopped talking but she said one more thing. "I love you, Dad." We all just looked at each other. Fuck. What is happening?
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MHA X Depressed Reader
CasualeY/N has always been bullied for many things. Her height, the way she looks, the way she acts, the way she speaks and sounds. But most of all, her dad died. People would rub it in her face that they had dads and she didn't. Little did they know it wo...
