"i..." I couldn't say anything. Tears started falling. Kirishima just hugged me. I clung to him. He pulled me onto the floor and Han and Denks gather around me, joining the hugs.
"Ugh. I'll be back." Bakugo left and he walked away. The others sat next to me, comforting me. I was done crying quickly. I put my hand on their chests to tell them to back away.
"Would you like to talk now?" I shook my head. Kiri was very understanding. He just sat there and didn't bug me.
"Wanna watch a movie?" Denks said. I nodded. He hopped on his PC, moving his chair out of the way. Han helped me onto the bed and we sat down. I pointed at my bag.
"You wanna change out of your uniform?" I nodded. "Ok." I got up and grabbed my bag. I went to the bathroom and changed. There was blood. I cleaned quickly, hiding the underwear under the sink. Not in the cupboard. Directly under the sink. Denks kept duct tape in the bathroom so I stuck it there. I walked out and Han helped me into bed. The blanket covered our legs. Kiri helped Denks pick the movie. A few minutes later, we were all watching it. Kiri and Han are at my sides and Kami laying between my legs in some weirdo position. I played with his hair while Kiri played with one half of my hair and Han braided the other. Once he was done, he fell asleep. Halfway into the movie Katsu came in.
"Here." He threw a bag at me. Kiri caught it and Denks paused the movie with the controller he connected to his PC. We all looked in the bag. It was a bag of a variety of cookies. "The fucking sugar dude made these." I bowed my head. "Yeah yeah. Now scootch." Katsu climbed on the bed and sat behind me. Han stirred but didn't wake up. Katsu fell asleep quickly since it was about 10:30 now. I was the only one who finished the movie. Denks was out a little after Katsu and Kiri is asleep 10 minutes before the end of the movie. I stayed awake, staring at the end credits. My mind was occupied.
The feeling was horrible.
I hurt.
I felt sick.
Tell them.
They will never see you the same.
Tell them the truth.
Don't let them know.
I felt really sick. I got up trying to not disturb anyone. I shut the door to the bathroom quietly and just hunched over the toilet. Everything that I've been keeping in my body came out. I just sat by the toilet, my throat burning from everything that came up. I just sat there. I got up and flushed the toilet, then brushed my teeth. I walked out.
"You ok?" It was Katsu. I nodded. I walked to the PC and put on another movie. I settled back into the group when I found one. Katsu went back to sleep. I stayed awake. Wide awake. Nothing in my mind. The sun came up and I decided to change back into my uniform. I hated the feeling. Hate. I decided to go to Momo. She starts her routine early in the morning. I grabbed my phone and walked out. I shut the door quietly and proceeded to Momo's room. I heard her alarm and she turned it off. I knocked.
"Enter." Her voice was a little groggy. "Y/N. What can I do for you?" I typed on my phone.
"Can you make me a new uniform? I don't have the money to get a spare one."
"Um... sure." She got up and looked at the size of my clothing. She began making them. "May I ask why you are talking through a phone?" I typed again.
"I am going to go non-verbal for a while."
"Non-verbal?" More typing but faster.
"I basically get so overwhelmed that talking is hard for me."
"Oh, ok." She finished and folded the clothes. "Here you go." I bowed and left. I walked back to the room and the guys were starting to wake up. I put an alarm on my phone and woke them all up.
"FUCK!" Katsu yelled. He hit Denks, causing him to sit up and crush Kiri's legs. Han was sound asleep. I was just laughing. "WHAT WAS THAT?!" I typed on my phone.
"Morning, darling. Up up. The day has begun."
"Y/N, it is Friday. Can't we have a break?" Typing.
"No. Friday is a school day. Now come on. I'll be in the common room." I left and went to the common room. I shouldn't have left. Being alone made me anxious. My heart was racing, my breath quickened, and I was jumpy at every little sound. A tap was on my shoulder and I flinched really hard.
"Sorry. Didn't mean to scare you. What are you doing out here by yourself?" It was Present Mic. He was standing behind the couch I sat on. I typed on my phone.
"I was waiting for my friends to get ready. Why are you here? You teach class 2-C."
"Well... uh... yeah. I needed to talk to Shota about your class. We are doing an event soon. Why are you talking through a phone if I may ask?" I typed again.
"I don't feel like talking this morning. That's all." He looked concerned.
"If you say so. Well, little listener," he put his hand on my shoulder. It felt really uncomfortable. "Let me know if you need anything." I nodded quickly and he left. I took a breath from what seemed to be like years of holding it in. I ran outside to the back of the dorms and just sat there. The skirt was uncomfortable. I don't wanna wear a skirt ever again. I felt disgusting. I pulled at the skirt until I heard some rustling. I looked up.
"Whatcha doing back here?" Shinso? I typed on my phone.
"Just needed some air and I didn't want anyone to find me."
"Can you try talking with your mouth?" I just sighed.
"I..." Then I was trapped.
Fuck. I don't wanna do this shit.
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MHA X Depressed Reader
De TodoY/N has always been bullied for many things. Her height, the way she looks, the way she acts, the way she speaks and sounds. But most of all, her dad died. People would rub it in her face that they had dads and she didn't. Little did they know it wo...
