Nick and Charlie 6 years into the future

confessing

Tw: child abuse, drugs, drinking, swearing, domestic abuse, cuts, scars, bruses

Charlie's pov:

"So you going to tell me whats going on, because if its something to do with your dad or something, we need to put something in place before we go on holiday with them." I kiss nicks forehead

"Yeah," he says

Nick moves away from my shoulder and sits up and breathes in and then out before beginning

"So uh, I don't really know how to say it,"

"That's fine nick just take your time,"

"Uh, basically, my dad, and I never really had a close bond, and he sort of bullied me, and he had a serious drinking problem and he used to come home drunk every single night and I got used to it until one day um"

Nick stopped, and he just started down at his legs

"What happend baby" I asked
"He came home really drunk like he used to, but this time, it was different, and he walked straight into the kitchen where my mum was, and he" he stopped again "he hit her, infront of me"

"Oh, Nick,"

"A-and she didn't know what happened. I sat there scared because he had never hit anyone before. " Nick starts tearing up

"Why did he hit her?" I ask,

"I can't really remember, but I think he was going on about my mum cheating on him, so he hit her."

"But that's so excuse on hitting your mum,"

"I know, charlie. I know, " he snaps "sorry"

"Hey, no s-word, this is hard for you to share,"

He nods

"Do you want to carry on?"

He nods again

"He kept hitting her over and over again, and it scared me, so I told my dad to stop, and he just looked at me, and he walked over to me and he hit me too, my mum was not happy about him hitter her but my dad hitting me, my mum pushed my dad away and told him to stop, and she told me to go upstairs and she'll put me to bed in a bit, but I only made it to the stairs before seeing what I should never has seen" nick starts crying

"Do you want to stop? You don't have to tell me anymore. "

"No, you deserve to know my childhood. I keep hiding it from everyone, and it has led to arguments lately, and I want it to stop"

"Okay, but tell me when you want to stop,"

He nods and carries on

"My mum thought I was upstairs, and she then threatened to call the police and my dad got so pissed, he threw her phone so she couldn't call them and grabbed her by the throat pining her to the wall swearing at her and calling her some horrible things, u was so scared I ran upstairs and hit under my blanket crying think he would do that to me, charlie I was 5, 5 charlie I shouldn't of seen any of that" he starts shaking and crying

"Shhh, I know. I know shhh your safe, " I say, hugging him

We stay like that for a few minutes, and Nick continues in my arms

"What after had seemed like hours someone knocked on my door and I looked up and it was a police officer with my mum and they came to question me and comfort me while someone was downstairs talking to my dad and something like that I was never actually told what happend with him down there but that was a scary experience"

"I can imagine that that was scary,"

"Mhm, my uh dad was put in a cell for the night to calm down, and my mum dropped all the charges on him, but I only found out as an adult that he wasn't just drunk he was high, really really high, but after that night it just kept getting worse, he'd always take his anger out on me and mum but never on david, he didn't suffer through all what me and my mum went through but it was so bad when I was home alone with him one day my mum came home to me being 6 years old with bruses, cuts, scraps and even a fracted wrist on the floor crying in pain and my dad just sat in the living room laughing saying I need to toughen up"

"Oh my fucking god, wait is that where that huge scar on your back and leg came from" I asked

"Yes charlie, I was six I was terrified I thought I was going to die, eventually the police arrested him for a few year then he got bailed out my one of his friends from France and he moved back there for a few months came back to the UK and got devorsed with my mum"

"What a asshole"

Nicks povs:

I think that is one of the most hardest things I had to share and that's only half of what happened but I'm not telling anyone that. I can't even tell the police, now I realise that I shouldn't even call him 'dad' he doesn't deserve it.

"Is that why you don't like people drinking and stuff like that?" charlie asks

"Yeah, I'm so so so so sorry for yelling at you. You didn't deserve it. I'm the worst boyfriend ever, "

"Hey no your not. This is something that no child should go through. Okay, you did nothing wrong. Okay, you are the best boyfriend ever, and don't ever think that you're not"

"Okay," I smile

A/N:
I had no clue what to write for nicks story, so I kinda used my experience in here, so some of the things you had read are in reality some what is true, I hope you liked this
Bye retards