The Fault In Romance

04

jungkook's pov:

MINE MESSAGES:

goo: did you know fishes can cough underwater?

bubbleV: no I did not know. did you know a shrimps heart is in its head? 

I chuckle at the reply and immediately type back, hoping it wont take hours for them to actually have a conversation. 

goo: are you a guy?

I decided to send, not even thinking about what I just wrote. I curse at myself for a second, why would I even ask that? I am curious to know though. I did put my preference as male. I am bisexual but I prefer males if I am being honest. if this person was a girl I probably would not reply. I see the three dots appear on my screen and I nervously bite my lip. 

bubbleV: guy. you?

I let out a breath in relief and a little surprised the male did not get annoyed at me asking straight away. maybe he was just as curious.

goo: guy

bubbleV: sweet

and now the conversation was silent. all I could think was 'what should I say' as my fingers hover over the keyboard on my phone. 

goo: so how long have you been gay? 

"I am such an idiot" I mutter, slapping my forehead as I let out an annoyed groan. I am so use to being so smooth when talking to people but this time i look like a creep. I just hope this bubbleV guy does not take what i am saying the wrong way. 

bubbleV: since I came out of the vagina. you?

I chuckle and began typing. 

goo: I am bisexual and only recently became attracted to men

it is true. I spent majority of my life straight but stumbled upon gay porn and the way it made my dick feel was like no other. that is how I became addicted to gay porn. went to a bar with my closest friends one night when we were all of age to have alcohol, and met a guy. ended up having a very heated make out session but it never lead to anything more then that. 

I have had sex with a girl before, never a guy but I would definitely like to experience it. 

bubbleV: being attracted to men is probably the best thing that will happen to you

goo: hmm what makes you say that?

bubbleV: cause you will never find someone like me

I raise my eyebrows a little and chuckle, this guy seems so confident. I like it. 

goo: are you normally this confident?

bubbleV: totally 

I send a few laughing emoji's before I start typing again. 

goo: have you ever been in a relationship?

I hope he does not mind getting a little deep at the start, I thought maybe I should ask if it is okay that I ask these things first?

goo: sorry if these questions seem a little forward, I just dont like to spend time on a person who just wants to fuck

"I probably could of written that differently" I thought as i watched those three dots appear. 

bubbleV: no I understand. I dont mind it. I am the same, I have been on this app for so long that every conversation I have had as always been either boring or someone wanting to hook up. to answer your question....

bubbleV: no I have not been in one, my closest friends are in one and I have always admired how they are when they are in one. I have always wanted to be in love, but i just havent met the one I guess. how about you?

goo: I agree, I am the same. I have had one relationship with a girl that ended no where. my bestfriends are all in relationships as well and I have always envied them for it. 

bubbleV: what made you pick this app?

this started to feel like 21 questions but I did not mind it one bit. it is a good way to get to know what someones intention could be.

goo: to find someone obv. but also cause you cant send each other pictures, the only thing that we both can see is what we post on our story and our bios. that is the best thing for me, I find people use me because of certain things and I just dont want to be insecure that someone is dating me just because of my looks, money or popularity. I want someone to like me for who I am, my personality and humour. 

bubbleV: I really respect that. 

goo: and you?

bubbleV: the same thing, but for me I am more insecure of how I look and I am sure if I showed my face and someone from school see's me I would get bullied for life. 

goo: I bet your beautiful 

bubbleV: did you know sloths can hold their breath longer then dolphins?

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authors note: thoughts?