The Fault In Romance

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"open this fucking door jungkook" ryan yelled, his fist harshly banging on the door. 

"i know your in there, your car is outside" he yelled again. once the door finally opened his eyes landed on jungkook who looked like a mess. his hair was a mess, his eyes were blood-shot red. ryan walked in, he felt furious but also worried for jungkook. 

"you have no idea how badly I want to hit you right now" ryan said, pacing back and forward. he looked at jungkook who was staring at him. 

"you know how devastated taehyung is right now? he is heartbroken. he has been trying to gather the courage to confess his feelings for you and the one time he had the confidence to do so you completely destroyed it" ryan said. 

"he was going to tell me he has feelings for me?" jungkook whispered

"yup. he has spent so much time overthinking, worrying putting himself down as he thought he was not good enough for you. he pushed all those hard thoughts away and that anxiety cause he wanted to be with you" 

"if you did not like him you could of been nice and rejected him? not lead him on!" ryan said, watching as jungkook cried silently. 

"I thought you had feelings for him?" 

"I do! ryan! I do have feelings for taehyung!" jungkook shouted out in frustration. 

"then why kiss someone else!" ryan yelled back. 

"she fucking kissed me! I was shocked! and frozen. I turned my head because she had her hands wrapped around my neck and I was trying to pull away without pushing her and hurting her. when I s-saw taehyung at the door, seeing him so hurt destroys me. especially knowing that I am the cause of his pain" jungkook whispered, wiping his tears as he walks towards the couch. 

"i have tried calling him and texting him, he wont reply back. I fucked up and i just want to make it better." jungkook said, his eyes staring at the wall as he zones out a little. 

"if i am being honest, I think you should give him space. I dropped him home, and called jimin to stay with him. jimin texted me before saying taehyung is not eating or drinking, he is laying in bed emotionless" ryan said, sitting on the couch opposite jungkook. 

"you two are perfect for each other jungkook. he is so good for you. I can see you really like him. you will have to graft for him, because when you both start talking again you will be back to square one and he may not trust you" ryan explained, saying how it is. 

jungkook closed his eyes and nodded. 

"so what is the first thing you will do?" ryan asked

"talk to amber tomorrow and tell her to back off. no more mr nice guy, tell her straight even if it hurts her feelings" jungkook whispered

"and why are you going to do that" ryan asked

"because the only person I dont want to hurt ended up being the person i hurt the most. because she kissed me when I told her I was not interested." 

ryan nodded. "good" he whispered. standing up and pulling jungkook into a hug. 

"I f-fucked up m-man" jungkook cried, ryan swallowed back his own tears. 

"I know, we will get this fixed. just give it time"