Mental mess

The date

⚠️ BIG TRIGGER WARNING!!! OD ⚠️

My brother had left me alone at home as James was going to pick me up and he thought that it was rude of him to interrupt. While I'm getting dressed I see some pills on the table I no my room, I try to ignore them but every time I saw them something made me stop. I take a deep breath and walk over to them. I look at the small with pills inside of the small plastic bag. The pills had a small line on them and it stood 2,5 mg on the back of them. I knew I was going to regret it but I reach out for the bag and would take five pills from it and put them all in my mouth and have them on my tongue for a while feeling the sensation of them on my tongue that I knew very well, the sand paper feeling. I hold them there for a while then I swallow them.

JAMES POV

I was really nervous about the date that same night. I decided to wear a par of jeans and a white t-shirt as I knew Hannah wouldn't think that much of how I looked. I put on my motorcycle helmet and walk out of the house and would start the motorcycle with a loud noise then start to drive to Hannah's house. It was already dark outside so I took it very carefully when I drove, and in the distance I could see the light of Hannah's house. The house get closer and closer until I'm there and I happy step off my bike and would knock on the door. But I don't get an answer so I knock again harder this time thinking that you didn't hear me. I look through the little window on the door and see Hannah past out on the floor.

HANNAH'S POV

I feel a bit guilty about taking those pills but the feeling fades away quickly as they start to hit. I feel like I'm walking on clouds and I feel calm, I get done with putting on my clothes and I decided to wear something easy, I have a white t-shirt and a par of green pants. I go down stairs to wait for James to come at eight. As I'm sitting in the kitchen my head feels more foggy then usual with the drugs. But I try to ignore the feeling but my head just gets foggier by the second and I decide to stand up and drink some water but as I stand up the room starts to spin and I fall to the ground as everything becomes black.

James manages to get the door open and runs to my side and kneels down next to me and would lightly slap my cheek.
"Hannah come on! Wake up!" He shouts to me but I don't move a single muscle. He would check my pulse, I have a pulse but it's weak and you can barely detect it. He quickly takes out his phone and calls 9-1-1.
"Hey I need a ambulance at 24th St.Eskils road my friend isn't moving and her pulse is weak..." He says when someone picks up.
"An ambulance is on its way to the location, try and keep calm and try to wake her up" The person on the other side of the phone says and James could hear someone typing on a computer. And the call ends.

After about ten minutes there is blue lights blinking outside the door and James quickly goes to open the door. And see three paramedics standing there and they immediately rushes in to check on me. They would start to take my vitals and one of them goes around the house and looks for a cause of this, he walks in to my room to see an plastic bag with a couple of pills in them and he immediately recognizes them.

"She overdosed on Molly" He says and comes back to the others holding the bag with the small pills. The others nod and start me on IV fluids and start to pump my stomach in the mean time James is looking at the pills in the paramedics hand shocked. They lay me down on a stretcher and start to wheel me in to the ambulance.
"Do you wanna come with us in the ambulance son?" Another paramedic asks him and James nod unable to talk. He was scared and concerned for my safety but also a little bit confused, he thought that I was doing better. He thought that everything was okay...