Mental mess

Catching feelings

I keep feeling this strange butterfly in my stomach everytime I see him, but I still dont get the courage to go up to him and ask him out. The days go bye but and I start to notice that he is giving me these strange looks, they are not angry, they are not sad and they are not concernd, it is more flilled with compation. I try to ignore the starres but everytime he does them I fell warm inside.

The school day was boring as usal and I mostly didint listen to anything that happened. I let out a sigh off relif when the final bell of the day rings and everyone starts packing their stuff and go out of the class room, while im packing my bag i feel a gental tap on my shoulder and i turn around to see James ice bule eyes looking in mine, the butterfly returns and start to fly around in my stomach.

"Hey..." He says but i look at him confused as he is not using his normal confident voice insted he uses a shy one.
"Hey" i say back and raises an eyebrow att him. "you good?" I ask him a concerned frown appearing on my face.
"yeah... well actully no..." He says and sigh. "look i dont wanna be friends anymore" He says and looks down shuffling with his feet anxiously, with those words my heart feelt like it went in a millon pieces.
"w-....what?" I say my voice trembeling. He looks up att me with a nervous face then clears his throat.
"I mean i cant be friends with you..." He says and looks at me with his ice blue eys and would take a deep breath then continues. "I cant be friends with you because i want to be more then friends with you Hannah, i have tried to not think that way about you buti really cant ignore my feelings for you any longer" He speaks fast, you can tell he is nervous abput thiss, my whole face turns to shock as he speaks.
"James I... I dont know what to say..." I say and look at him still shocked.
"Just give me a chance let me pick you up at 8 pm tonight and i will buy you dinner" He says and has gone back to his normal confidence. I felt like i was on cloud nine, had he really just asked me out on a date? i try to keep my cool but inside I was screaming.
"Fine, but no flowers" I say and smile at him.
"No flowers okay" He says and smiles back at me then walks out leaving me alone in the classroom completly stunned about what just happened. All the way home I don't stop smiling, and my brother immediately notices when I go inside.

"Someone is happy" He says teasingly and nudges me playfully.
"Well someone just got asked out on a date with their crush tonight" I say and smile at him, he hugs me and strokes my hair.
"That's great I knew this would work out..." He says and kissed me on the forehead.