Risk It All (Chishiya X You)

It's not too late to heal

TW: drugging.

You didn't know what to do with yourself, you checked the house again maintaining some, albeit small, slither of hope that he was there. You went as far as checking outside too, not straying too far, of course, the very real threat of being shot to death wasn't appealing even now so you did all you could do... you waited.

Maybe it was your exhaustion that gave it away or some suppressed memory from earlier but it became clearer with every passing moment he had drugged you.

Fucking asshole.

You watched the sun fade and set, your mouth had long grown dry and your limbs stiff when you heard the door open. Disregarding the pins and needles in your right foot you shoot up, running as fast as your body could let you to the door.

A wave of relief flooded you momentarily at the sight of him, it was a short wave of relief one replaced with a much more propellant anger.

Even in this world, you were only human, a human being with human responses, and although you weren't a fan of violence it felt justified.

So you drew your hand back as far as you could and you slapped him, the sound resonating through the house. "You fucking drugged me."

He grabbed your wrists, his own anger apparent. "You fucking hit me."

Your body hit the wall with a thud, the door closing now his frame wasn't in the way. You kicked your leg out catching his shin. "YOU FUCKING DRUGGED ME CHISHIYA."

"Because you're too stubborn to listen. You would have ended up hurt if I didn't." He justified.

"So you drug me? You abandon me here?! Do you even know how fucking worried I was?!" You screamed, pushing him hard enough to have him stumbling backwards. "Fuck you."

"Fuck me?" He scoffs, standing upright to walk after you. "You're too stubborn to reason with."

"We are not skipping the fact you drugged me!" He was being unbelievable.

He raised his eyebrows, questioning you. "It was sleeping pills I didn't give you too much if you slept that long you clearly needed it."

"You're such an entitled arrogant piece of shit." You throw your hands up.

"So we are back to this." He mumbled unamused, slumping on the couch.  "Get it all out."

"No Chishiya. You don't understand because you're a man and you have a privilege. Whether it be in this world or another men have a privilege. What would have happened if someone came in here whilst I was drugged out?" You explained as calmly as you could despite the fire bubbling under your skin.

He pondered it for a moment. "Wouldn't have happened."

"What are you a fucking fortune teller?" You laughed ironically, genuinely shocked by his response. "Grow the fuck up and face the real world."

"Shut up for one fucking second!" He rolled his eyes. His tone catches you off guard. "You know what fine maybe I did some that that was less than decent but I did it with the right intentions and if you can't see that then it's on you. I won't explain every single action to you, I'm not always fucking right I got thrown into this world too so stop acting like a fucking victim all the time and realise I'm doing the best with what I fucking have."

You were both speechless and ready to debate every comment he made. "Is that it?"

"No." He shuffles uncomfortably. "Sorry for drugging you."

You brushed off his apology, not sure where his "sorry" had come from. "Where did you go?"

"Where I said, I hiked up, and found the clubs game." He shrugged, as though the information wasn't interesting. "Another blimp but no card on them."