It's Ok To Feel This Way🍴🌸

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Requested by @anagaki28

Sorta nightcord Kasa AU 

Basically kasa is mafuyud

Sorry if its bad (warning, it is.) 

This alternates POVs so yeah 🤣🙃😘😝😘😋🥲🤣😘🥲 I know i couldve just wrote this in 3rd person but what fun is that? *winks aggressively* 

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3rd person POV: 

Alright, before I begin, heres some backstory on Tsukasa. Tsukasa Tenma is an absolutely normal boy. He has a loving family, hes liked at school,  he has tons of friends and a great partner. Except none of that is true. And when I say none, I mean nothing I just stated is even close to reality. His parents only love his sister, hes bullied, he has only 3 somewhat friends and he has no significant other. No one to love him. No one to appreciate him. No hope, no love, nothing. He fakes it all. Because the real him, is terrible. 

The real him is depressing. And no one likes someone who's always sad, right? Nobody would even consider getting withing 20 feet of him if he was always crying, talking about how he wished he was never born. And that's exactly why he came up with a bright, loud and obnoxious personality! Fixes everything, doesnt it.

 It must, because he was even approached by a boy, asking him to join his theater troupe! This story begins one day in the Tenma household. 

Tsukasa POV:

Morning already....? I hate mornings. What time is it? I check my clock. 7:32. What time did I fall asleep? I think... Around 6? I don't even know any more. What should I wear? A hoodie and jeans? Sure, why not. I go to the bathroom, do whatever it is I do that keeps me alive, and go dowstairs. 

Should I eat breakfast? Nah. It's not like anyone bothered to make me anything. I guess I'm ready to head out. 

"Oni-chan! Dont forget your bag! " Saki runs to the door. 

"Ah, I can't believe I forgot! Thank you Saki!" I give her a hug, grab my bag and walk out the door. I close it and lean against it. I sigh deeply and straighten my posture. I smile and walk to Phoenix Wonderland. 

"Wonderhoy! Welcome Tsukasa! " Emu yells as I walk in. 

"Hello, Emu-chan!" I smile, "where's Nene and Rui?"

"They're backstage working on Robo-Nene!" She says happily. "I have a super-duper-triple-wonderhoy-tastical idea for our next show!" She jumps up and down energetically. What has she come up with this time...? 

"Tell me about it!" To be honest, I'm too tired to care. Why? I spent all last night crying and over thinking as always. God, I'm just such a mess. Such a disgrace. Why am I like this? Why can't I be better? Why am I such a piece of garbage? Why am i-

"TSUKASA-KUN!" Emu yells. 

"Huh? I'm so sorry Emu! I zoned out..."

"It's ok!" She smiles, "let me go over it again! "

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Time skip sorry

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"Hah..." I pant, sitting down and taking another sip of water. 

We've only just started and I'm already so worn out... 

"Are you okay Tsukasa-kun?" Emu asks. 

"O-of course!" I stand up straight, my legs almost completely giving out. Get it together, Tsukasa! Youve done it before, don't fail now! Just.... A bit longer.... 

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