Hi my name is Kayden and I brought projecting onto tsukasa to the party
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Inspired by me 😔 except I didn't get fucked today (sadlyWHAT WHO SAID THAT)
Not proofread???🙏🙏🙏🙏
Tsukasa is trans (again) sorry gang
Tw: angsty stuff like sh and other stuff idk I'm not reading that far back I don't know if you're sensitive rn I don't think you should read
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Tsukasa POV:
Hm.
I stare at the lit up screen in my hands. It plays a video—one I'm not too worried about. My thoughts are too loud. Everything is too loud. Hell, my phone is too loud and it's on silent! Everything is too much. I can't focus on one thing. Why is everything so overwhelming? I scroll up, the video switches. I find the motion comforting. A new video pops up, it overstimulates me in the best way. My brain enjoys the sounds and colors the video offers it.
All of a sudden, a message pops up. It's from Rui.
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Kamishiro Rui
Hey sweetie! <3 Can I come over? I'm pretty bored... :3
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I sigh, not in a good enough mental state to deal with really anyone right now. But, being the people pleaser I am, I text him a "sure".
I now sit in bed, dreading the second I have to get up to open the door for my boyfriend. Yes, I love him more than anything, but even the thought of talking to anyone makes me want to burst into tears. Maybe since it's Rui, he'll comfort me and make me happy. It's a big maybe though. He probably is just horny again and too good to jerk off. I don't usually mind but all I want right now is to cut myself and sob into a pillow.
The expected knock comes far too quickly. I didn't even have time to clean up the tears streaking down my face. I set my phone down a little rough on the nightstand, turning off the video. Every single creak in the floor reminds me how terrible I am. It's like the house is scolding me for simply walking. Is it because I weigh too much? Am I doing a bad thing, letting my boyfriend into the house without my parent's permission?
Do I care?
No.
I already know these things.
I know I'm awful.
I'm greeted by Rui, he's dressed in only a jacket and some shorts. Cute, I think.
"Hello, my dear~" Rui lets himself in, heading for my bedroom. I sigh softly, he's very comfortable in my home. I guess that's a good thing.
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Ruis made himself at home; grabbed a bag of chips, laid down on my bed, and just started playing his phone. He isn't paying much attention to me. That probably good though. I'm on the foot end of my bed, also scrolling on the endless loop of social media, laying on my stomach and kicking my feet a little.
"Tsukasa-ku~un~" Rui hums, sitting up and turning off his phone with a small, 'click'. The noises coming from his actions infuriate me. His phone making that dumb noise, his disgusting bag of chips rustling as he sets it down, and my bed creaking horribly. He crawls closer to me and slowly lays on me, his groin pressing against me. I feel his hard on rub on my ass. He moans lightly, right in my ear. I smell the chips he just ate and suppress a gag. He humps me thoughtlessly and moans, once again, in my ear. It's like music to me. Just what I needed.
I think. Maybe I was just touch starved...?
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"Rui-! Rui! Faster~!" I cry out as Rui fucks my cunt relentlessly. The bed too cries out, as if screaming at us to stop. It feels perfect. His dick feels perfect. He's just the right amount of thick and long for me. I feel him thrust upwards, right into my sweet spot. I pull him down onto me and press his lips against mine. Our tongues press together and this time I taste the chips. Not my favorite but mixed with Rui, they're the best kind in the world. His groans fill my mouth and tears fall down my cheeks.
He groans particularly loudly and picks up the speed, making me sob and clench around him, squirting, the spurts almost never ending. Rui pants heavily, pulling out and cumming on my stomach. Once again, I pull him in for a kiss, moaning and whimpering quietly as my pussy continues spasming. We stay connected at our mouths for several minutes, coming down from our highs and savoring each other's taste.
He chuckles and lays down next to me, petting my head. "You did amazing this time, sweetie..." he kisses my cheek and passes out, snoring softly.
Sleeping.
Leaving me to myself.
My thoughts.
I sigh, moving to the bathroom. I glare a bit at Rui. He didn't even offer to help. My own boyfriend, who just fucked the shit outta me.
My gaze moves from him to the mirror. I look decent today. The addition of his cum making me that way. I always look so pretty with his cum all over me. Or at least that's what he's made me believe.
I know it's not the truth. I'm not pretty and I never will be.
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I come out of the bathroom perhaps worse than when I went in. Cuts caused by myself adorn my porcelain skin. Luckily, Rui is still asleep. I groan, my legs feeling like jello and slightly sore. This will happen again, I'm sure.
I'll hate and love it all the same every time.
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Bruh what's up with my uploads why are they sucking :/ I'm posting fluff next. Maybe I'll get it out within tonight idk dude
