Projecting a fear and something else I have onto Tsukasa 😼
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I ain't proofreading this garbage 😂
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Tsukasa POV:
It all started with a text.
Hey Rui! I was wondering if we could talk for a little?
About an hour passed and to my surprise, he didn't answer. Whatever, I'll get over it.
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I never got over it.
Every second I questioned him not responding.
Is he okay?
Does he hate me?
Am I too annoying for him?
Does he love someone more....?
Oh god.
He loves someone more, doesn't he?
I knew I'd never be good enough for someone as perfect as him.
I get the sudden urge to throw up.
I knew I was a terrible person but I really thought he loved me.... He's probably having more fun with someone else. Or having more fun doing something else. Why can't he just love me the most? I love him the most so why can't he? It's not fair.
No, no. Rui would never do that....
Ah, back to the "Am I too annoying?"
That's definitely it. I don't know when to shut up. That's why he hates me.
He hates me.... He hates me he hates me he hates me he hates me he hates me......
A sudden wave of tears flows down my face. I can do nothing but just curl up and cry, huh?
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After about 3 fucking hours of crying, my phone lights up.
Sorry, Tsukasa-kun! I was busy... we can talk now, if you'd like?
Hm.
I guess I'm just stupid.
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