Inspired by me getting my cosplay and being too FUCKING FAT to fit in the skirt🥰🥰🥰
Also, uhm, please don't skip meals it's not okay but tsukasa thinks so (don't be like us!!! Booooo!!)
This is really short because ive been absolutely TERRIBLE 😄 the past few days and this is the most I can do AUGH EVERYTHING IS SO OVERWHELMINGGGG but I love my followers so :3
AnyWAYS (gays) you won't enjoy😭 not proofread either
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Third POV:
Tsukasa noticed it immediately when he gained a few pounds. He stepped on the scale every single day and made sure he was under 130lbs. Not that he was huge right now, no, he was decent, but definitely bigger than he preferred. He liked to be slim and pretty, it was good for his shows if he wasn't a fatass. This is no big deal for Tsukasa. He's learned how to deal with this! Of course, looking in the mirror with self hatred is awful and one would say it is a big deal if it's causing him this much pain. But to Tsukasa, the only thing big was himself! And he was going to fix that!
Step one: address the issue.
Tsukasa had that done. He's fat, and that's not okay because no one will love him if he isn't skinny and beautiful. Excellent work, Mr. Future Star!
Step two: brainstorm ideas to resolve the issue
Simple, he'd stop eating as much and exercise more! He's experienced in this category, he never really ate much so what's cutting out a little more? Along with that, he exercises a lot already. Most of his free time is spent either writing plays or working out. He would do this until he got to around 130 pounds.
Step three: take action
For the next days, Tsukasa maintained a strictly liquid diet and exercised until he couldn't possibly take anymore. Rui noticed his body becoming more slim and the boy becoming more.. weak? Tsukasa said maybe he was just sick so Rui brushed it off (not really. He still worried and bothered Tsukasa about it every chance he got).
Step four: track your progress—see what works
Tsukasa discovered the liquid diet didn't work as good as just not consuming things in general. Yeah, he still drink water but drinking those protein smoothies and weird soups from the pantry were not helping. He was still 139. He couldn't have this.
Step five: track progress x2
This was amazing. Tsukasa had made it down to 130 in only 2 weeks! He was skinny now. But.. not skinny enough. Hm... it wouldn't hurt to do it a little more.
Step six: go overboard and end up in the hospital?
Okay, this wasn't part of the plan. After another week of his diet only consisting of water and overexercising, Tsukasa had landed himself in the hospital. They gave him disgusting food which was somehow worse than not eating. The food wasn't the problem now. He had become a bother. Everyone was disappointed. RUI was disappointed. And now he had no purpose.
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I'm sobbing what the fuck is this
