HIS PLAYBOY M-preg

CHAPTER 37

A/N: Not yet edited! Sorry for the wrong grammar and spelling  and also I want to apologize for not updating for a very long time.

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- AUSTIN

"Hey... Bat gising ka pa? It's already 2am in the morning" Malumanay na sabi ni Matt ng makita niyang gising pa ako at nakatitiglang sa kanya.

"Is something bothering you love?" He added while caressing my face. Magkaharap kaming nakahiga ngayon at nasa gitna naman namin na mahimbing na tutulog ang dalawa naming anak.

Umiling ako sa kanya at hinuli ang kanyang kamay na ,nasa aking mukha.

"Natatakot ako...... I'm scared to close my eyes and wake up realizing that this was all just a dream. Ayokong magising at makitang nag aagaw buhay ka pa ...Ayokong magising ng di kita kasama. Ayokong magising at  malaman na ano mang oras ay maari kang mawala saakin, saamin. Hindi ko kayang makita ang susunod ko na mga araw ng di kita kapiling... I can't lose you. Not now, not ever..."

Kung dati ay laro lang saakin ang lahat at wala akong pakialam pero ngayon nag iba ang mga ito ng makilala ko si Matt. He changed me , he made me value and realized things. He made me believe in love , he made me the person that I am today. He is the one that completes me. Him and the kids are my strength and my weakness. I don't know my life without him/them.

"I am sorry if I put you in so much pain. I am sorry if you got hurt because of me ... You are the strongest and bravest man that I know, You never give up on us...Thank you love .. Thank you for  everything. You and the kids are the best thing that ever happened to me" Matt told me that made me emotional.

"We might not know what the future might bring us but one thing is for sure as long as we are together nothing is impossible" He added

Matt is the only one that can bring the worst and best in me.

My happiness

I kissed him with all the love that I have for him and we stay hugging each other until we both feel asleep.

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The next morning Matt and I woke up because of our children's giggles. Our kids are playing in our bed, Aivan is doing a pick a boo to her sister. Matt and I both smile watching the scene. This is what I want to wake up every morning. This is what I prayed for.

Thank you God for giving our family a chance.

After some time watching our children play , Matt and I decided to join them.

" I love you so much" I mouthed to Matt. He smiled at me and replied "I love you too"

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"Baby , are you sure you don't need my help?" Matt asked our son Aivan who is busy putting on his shoes.

Today is our flight going back to the Philippines, it's been two years  since that day happened and Matt and I decided that it's time for us to go home.

"No ma, I can handle I am a big boy now he-he" Our son replies proudly. Natatawa nalang si Matt sa sinabi ng anak.

"Okay my handsome big boy, tawag lang pag may kailangan ah puntahan ko lang si papa mo" He replied and went to me.

I hug him at hinalikan sya sa kanyang noo. "I love you, I am so lucky to have you and the kids" I said lovingly.

"Sus! Nambola na naman po, gusto yata maka eskor ng mokong" Natawa ako sa sinabi nya , well he is not wrong though it's been 3 days since the last time we made love. hahalikan ko na sana sya ng biglang sumigaw ang anak namin na si Aivan.

"I'm finished!!" Masayang sigaw nito at patakbong yumakap sa amin. Natawa naman kami sa ginawa niya, kasabay din nito ang pagtunog ng baby monitor na nag huhudyat na gising na ang Princesa namin.

"I'll go and get her" Matt said and went to get our daughter. We named her Dorothea and her deceased twin brother Mikelle means gift of God.

Matt and I also decided na mag pa customized ng ring para sa aming dalawa na may abo ni Mikelle. Gusto kasi namin na kasa kasama namin sya saan man kami pumunta.

When Matt learns about what happened to our son he was so devastated. He cried day and night blaming himself for what happened to our son. Sobrang pag luluksa ang ginawa nya, sobrang naging possessive din sya at paranoid sa mga anak namin to the point na gusto nya itong laging nakakasama , nakikita lalong lalo na sa anak namin na babae na si Dorothea. Ayaw niyang may humawak dito na iba maliban sa akin. It took him months para bumagon at maging okay. I can't blame him though, hindi madali mamatayan ng anak.

Both our families are very supportive and helpful sa panahon na iyon they gave us time and space to heal and be okay again.

I know God has the purpose kung bakit nangyari lahat ng iyon and kailangan lang natin magtiwala sa kanya.

I may not be the perfect partner and a father but I know for sure that I will do my very best to give everything for my family and always make them happy especially my darling Matt.

And after we will go back to the Philippines I will formally ask Matt's hand in marriage. Gusto kong maging pormal ang pagiging mag asawa naming dalawa. Hindi na ako makapag hintay na matali sya sa akin panghabang buhay. Call me cheesy but I want to spent the rest of my life with him and our children.

Di ko akalain na darating ang araw na to sa buhay ko. Ang dating g*go, playboy , babaero ngayon isa nang pamilyadong tao.

Well tama nga sila , iba talaga ang nagagawa ng pag-ibig. Kaya ka nitong bagohin for better or for worst.

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Thank you for waiting ❤️