HIS PLAYBOY M-preg

CHAPTER 28

Hi guys! I'm back again! Sorry for not updating for so long.

(BEWARE! NOT YET EDITED! Sorry for the wrong grammar, spellings and misused of words!)

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-AUSTIN

A week had passed since that incident with me, my dad and my so called mother and all I can say is that everything is normal. I guess, aside from me and dad are not in good terms right now.

Actually we barely talked this days because of what happend. I love him and my sisters and I would do anything for them but this time I just can't seem to agree with him. I want what's best for them and as much as I can gusto kong lagi silang ligtas at masaya.

Hindi ko naman ikinakait sa mga kapatid ko ang karapatang makilala nila ang kanilang ina. Sa totoo lang gusto kung magpatawad. To give her another chance, to forgive and forget pero sa ngayon nangingibabaw parin ang galit at takot at mga what if's sa sarili ko.  I don't want to go back to that days. Ayokong bumalik sa mga panahon na iyon.

I'm scared not for myself but for my family most especialy to my sisters. Bahala ng paulit-ulit akong masaktan huwag lang ang mga kapatid ko.

Maybe some day I could finally be able to call her mother again without the anger and hurt. But right now I just can't.

Also sa isang linggo na lumipas na ito Matt and I ay masasabi kong are in good terms now. As much as I can I would always give time to him. Like going out on a date and getting to know each other more. Pinapakita ko din sa kanila na I'm trying to become a better person.

Hindi naman mawawala talaga ang temtasyon but as much as possible ay kinakaya kong hindi matukso. I want to prove to them and myself that I can change kahit sobrang hirap.

And isa din sa nagpapahirap sakin ngayon is that my family and Matt and I's friends have no Idea on what's going on between us especially about his pregnancy. I want to tell them about us but I'm still waiting for Matt's go signal.

And speaking of Matt nitong mga nakaraang araw ay napansin kaming kakaiba sa kanya. He seems more palier than before and medjo pumayat din sya ng kunti. I don't know if it's still part of the pregnancy but I just can't help myself na hindi mag alala sa kanya.

There is something inside of me na hindi mapakali eh and I badly want to know what is wrong with him kung meron man.

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Today I was busy doing some paper works here in my office when suddenly I was interupted by my secretary. Nagmamadali itong pumasok sa aking opisina without even knocking na hindi naman nya ginagawa dati.

Napatigil ako sa aking ginagawa at napakunot ang noong tinignan sya. I was ready to shoo her away but looking at her expression right now...

Well I don't think so.

Napatayo ako sa aking kinauupoan at nilapitan sya. She maybe my secretary but she is also a dear friend of mine.

"What happend? Is everthing okay?" Ang nag-aalalang tanong ko sa kanya.

Umiling sya sa akin. "I'm sorry to bother you sir but this is emergency! Sinugod daw po sa hospital si Matt!"

Pagkatapos kong marinig iyon ay para akong binuhusan ng malamig na tubig. My throat become dry and the next thing I knew ay namalayan ko nalang ang sarili kong lulan ng aking kotse habang mabilis na nagmamaneho papunta sa hospital kung saan isinugod si Matt.

Wala pang sampong minuto ay narating ko ang hospital na pinagdalhan sa kanya. Nagmamadali at patakbo akong dumiritso sa my reception area upang tanungin kong anong floor at room naroon si Matt. Nang masabi na saakin ng nurse kung nasaan ito ay patakbo kung inakyat ang hagdan patungong secondfloor. I did not bother using the elevator dahil hindi na ako makapaghintay pa. I want to know if they were both okay.