HIS PLAYBOY M-preg

CHAPTER 26

(BEWARE! NOT YET EDITED! READ AT YOUR OWN RISK!)

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-AUSTIN

I groaned while holding my head feeling like it's going to split in half na para bang may pinupokpok na martilyo duon.

I even can't remember what I did after I went to the bar and get drunk last night. Ang huling natatandaan ko lang ay nung sumakay ako sa aking kotse and after that ay blurred na saakin ang mga sumunod na mga nangyari.

"Fvck!!" Mura ko habang dahan-dahan na bumangon. At nang mapansin kong wala ako sa aking kwarto at wala akong pang itaas na suot and I'm only wearing my boxer short kaya napamura ulit ko ilang beses.

"Shit! Shit! Shit!"

I really can't remember if I  slept with someone.

Bwesit!

I immedietly search my phone and found it in the bedside table. Kinuha ko ito at tinignan ang oras. It says it's already 9:00 am in the morning. I also saw some texts and missed calls galing sa dalawa kong kapatid, ni dad and some unknown number.

Mabilis ko naman nireplayan si dad at ang mga kapatid ko na 'I'm fine and uuwi din ako mamaya'.

After I send my text to them ay dahan-dahan na akong bumangon at pilit hinahanap ang aking mga damit. Sakto naman na bumukas ang pinto ng kwarto kung nasaan ako at pumasok duon si Matt na may dala dalang tubig.

I was shock and speechless when I saw him. Then on that moment biglang nag flashback sa akin mga ginawa ko kagabi. When I went to the bar, got drunk and drove my car to Matt's house.

"Mabuti naman at gising kana Austin. Here I brought you water and some meds para sa hungover mo and if your looking for your clothes ay nasa loob iyon ng banyo. Pinalabhan na din namin yun and if you want to use the bathroom just feel free to use it" Walang ka ngiti ngiting sabi ni Matt saakin pagkatapos nyang mailapag ang kanyang dala sa may bedside table.

"Sige maiwan na kita" Dagdag nya sa sinabi pero bago paman sya makagalaw ay mabilis ko syang hinawakan sa kanyang balikat. Medjo napasinghap pa sya dahil dito.

"Thanks ...and about dun sa sinabi ko sayo last night. I-- I mean it Matt. I want to give us a chance if you'd just let me" I seriously said to him. I maybe a playboy and a manwhore but marunong din akong magseryoso.

I know that I may not love Matt now but I want to give us a try. Lalo pat magkakaanak na kami. Kahit alam kung mahirap ay pipilitin ko.

I just hope hindi ko to pagsisihan sa huli.

Nakita kung bumuntong hininga si Matt pagkatapos ay hinawakan nya ang aking kamay at tinanggal ito mula sa pagkakahawak sa balikat nya.

"Mag-usap nalang tayo mamaya Austin pagtapos mo. My family also wants to talk to you" He said that made me curse.

Damn!

"Fine...sige mamaya nalang" Ang tanging sagot ko sa kanya. Tumango naman sya at lumabas na ng tuluyan sa kwarto.

Napabuntong hininga nalang ako pagkatapos sabay gulo ng aking buhok.

"Fvck!"

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After I took a bath at makapagbihis ay bumaba na ako. Naabotan ko silang lahat nasa may living room nakaupo at tahimik. Nang mapansin nila ako ay bigsila silang umayos ng upo.

'I really hate this kind of events, meeting the family. That's why I don't like commitmment' I thought to myself while walking towards the empty seat infront of them.

Nang makaupo na ako ay agad ng nagsalita ang ama ni Matt.

"I'm glad to finally meet the man who is the other father of my son's child. At first when my son told us na ang taong yun, the one who got him pregnant ay ikaw. Sobrang hindi ako...kami makapaniwala because you know sino ba naman ang hindi nakakakilala sayo Mr. Williams. You are famous everyone knows you kaya I was very shock nung nalaman ko. But you know kaya ka namin gustong makausap is because I want to ask you a question and I hope na sana sagutin mo ito ng maayos. I want to know...ano ba ang balak mo ngayon sa anak ko na alam mong buntis sya sa magiging anak nyo? What is your plan now Mr. Williams?" Matt's father seriously asked me.

Tinignan ko sila."I want to give us a chance. I want to be part of my child and Matt's life. Believe me when I said it" I said to them then tinignan ko ang nakayukong si Matt.

I saw Matt's brother shake's his head. "No offence to you Austin but, alam mo naman siguro na people talked about you especially the media because of you being a playboy. I don't want to judge you Austin but...I know the likes of you. Sabi nga nila 'once a playboy, will always a playboy'. So tell me! How can we be so sure that you'll treat my brother and your soon to be child right? Pano kami na kakasiguro na Matt is in the right hands Austin? na hindi mo sya sasaktan. My brother's been through alot that's why we want what's best for him...I hope you understand that" He said.

I sigh " Yes I understand and you're right...I am a playboy but that does'nt mean that a playboy like me can't change. Kaya din namin magbago kung gugustuhin namin. It's hard and It's not easy but I'm trying my very best in order for me to take care of them, if Matt and you guys would give me a chance. I want us to start again. I may not love Matt now but he holds a special place in my life right now and his more than enough for me" I said.

I know I maybe a manwhore, a playboy and a a*sh*le but marunong din ako magseryoso ng mga bagay. I also know how to stop when It's already too much and right now I want to make this work eventhough marrying  Matt right now is not an option for me. Hindi pa ako handa mag pa tali.

I saw Matt's father nodded then after he looked at him.

"Son, you heard him. What can you say about it? Handa ka na bang bigyan sya ng pagkakataon to be part of you and peanut's life? I know this is hard for you but whatever decision you make always remember this,we will always be here for you no matter what...okay?" He said while holding Matt's hand lovingly.

Then I saw Matt sigh and he looked at me tiredly "I...I don't know what to say sa totoo lang. I want to give you a chance Austin but I'm scared. I'm scared of what might happend after. Hindi ko pa kayang mag desisyon ngayon lalo na at sobrang magulo pa ang utak ko, kaya pasensya kana kung hindi pa kita kayang sagotin ngayon Austin...sana maintindihan mo"

I smiled at him a little. "Don't worry I understand and also I want to apologize for what I did to you before. I hope mapatawad mo din ako dun" I said to him at isang tango lang ang isinagot nya saakin.

I admit I regretted what I say to him in the hospital that's why I really want to apologize for what I did. I've been an a*sh*le to him kaya naman ay hindi ko sya masisisi kung hindi pa nya ako magawang mapatawad ngayon.

I just need to be patient with him.

Damn! I never thought na darating ang araw na ito sa buhay ko. Come to think of it. A playboy like me who likes to play women and sex is asking for a chance and forgiveness.

Is this what they call karma? If yes! Then hindi sya nakakatuwa.

Napailing nalang ako dahil dito. Pagkatapos ay hindi ko maiwasang hindi sya titigan ngayon. Now that I looked at Matt sitting infront of me, I can't help not to scanned him from head to toe. His wearing a lose sky blue shirt and white short na hanggang taas ng kanyang tuhod. I also notice that he kinda lose a little bit of weight and he kinda looked pale right now but aside from that he is still gorgeous just like the first time we met. Hindi din nakaligtas sa akin ang kanyang kamay na marahang humahaplos sa kanyang may kalakihan ng tiyan. I don't know why but my heart suddenly skipped a bit when I saw him doing that.

And right there and then I made a promise to myself. Alam kung things will not be easy for us from now on but I will promise and I will do my best na hindi ko sila pababayaan.

I will never be like her.

Sisiguraduhin kong hindi ako magiging katulad niya!

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A/N: I'm really sorry for the late update guys. <3