HIS PLAYBOY M-preg

CHAPTER 34 part. 1

A/n: I am very sorry for the late update guys.  Busy lang po sa life and work. <3

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- ZACK

"Aaaaaaahhhhrrg! Let me go you as*sholes!! Let me gooo!!" Malakas na sigaw ni Austin habang pilit na kumakawala mula sa pagkakahawak namin.

Ako , Si Ford at Tito ang nakahawak ngayon sa kanya. Ilang oras naba ang nakakalipas mag mula ng mag wala si Austin. Magmula ng manira siya ng mga gamit, mag banta sa mga nurses at mga doctors na susunugin nya itong buong hospital at ilang oras na ba ang nakakalipas mag mula ng atakihin si Matt at isugod sa ICU.

One?...Two?...Three?....Four? We don't know anymore.. We already lost track of time

Hanggang ngayon ay wala parin kaming nakukuhang balita galing sa mga nurses at doctors na nagaasikaso ngayon kay Matt. Ni Isa ay wala pang lumalabas upang kausapin kami or mag bigay ng update kung ano na ang status ng kalagayan nila sa loob.

Lahat kami ay nag aantay sa labas ng ICU  kabado, tensyonado at di mapakali. Andito ang pamilya ni Austin at Matt na nasa Isang tabi magkahawak kamay at umiiyak. Bawat segundo o minuto na lumilipas ay lalong na dadagdagan ang kaba at takot na nararamdam naming lahat.

Everyone in this room waiting for any updates are all emotional mess. Every one is hoping and praying that Matt and the baby will make it out alive.

Matt's mother told us that before this incident happens ilang linggo na Ang nakakalipas ,hindi na naging maganda ang lagay ni Matt. His body is slowly giving up and it is not responding on the medicine and he was not eating anymore. Kunting galaw lang nya ay namimilipit na sya sa sakit and he always puked blood. The doctors tried everything they can but Matt's body is really to weak to fight for it's own.

Austin has not been the same after that. We can't barely talked to him. He doesn't go out of Matt's room nor eat or sleep.

He is a mess

We can see that Austin is a total wreck right now. This is not the Austin that I grow up with. The Austin that I knew, my bestfriend. He became the total opposite of himself now. Kung titignan mo ang hitsura ni Asutin ngayon. Aakalain mo na ibang tao itong kaharap mo. Para syang naka drugs. Pula ang mga mata may eyebags at balbas sarado. Malaki din ang ibinaba ng kanyang katawan not the typical playboy and womanizer that we know.

They don't deserve any of this!

I just hope that Matt will going to make it because I don't want to lose a brother and a friend. I don't want to lose Austin. Matt is the only one that can bring Austin back. The one that could make him sane again.

If this is the Karma for all the things that he did before? Well karma is really a bitch! And it fvck you really hard.

"Putang*inaaaaa!!! Let me goooo! Aaarrrrgh!! Let.me.go!!!Dad! I want to see Matt! Let me see him!! He needs me right nooow!!" Muling sigaw ni Austin at mas lalo pang nagpupumiglas. The three of us held him tight.

He is shaking so much

Tito is crying  while looking at his son. I can see the hurt in his eyes while watching how his son is doing right now. Sino bang ama ang gugustuhin na makita na nagkakaganito ang kanyang anak.

"Man calm down. The doctors are doing the best they can to save Matt and your baby. We need to wait and trust them. We feel you bro .. you are not alone in this" I said to him.

He look at me with so much hurt and anger.

"H-how can I fvcking calm down Zack when Matt is fighting for his life right now! Tell me how can I fvcking calm down when any minute I can lose him!! .. How can I calm down when I am here doing nothing!!..Now you tell me how can I do it?!! HOW CAN I CALM DOWN!! They need me! He needs me! I need to see him!!"

I just remain silent. I wanted him to let his anger and his frustrations out.

Nanghihinang napaupo sya" Help me man ... I-I'll die if I lose him...ikakamamatay ko...Hindi ko kakayanin" He sob while saying that. Nothing compares to the hurt that Austin is feeling right now.

We just held Austin habang sya ay umiiyak na parang bata habang paulit ulit nyang sinasambit ang..."I can't lose him".

Masakit na makita na nagkakaganito ang matalik mo na kaibagan na wala kang magawa upang ibsan ng kunti ang sakit na kanyang nararamdaman. He is one of the bravest person that I know right now.

"Just be strong dude. We are all here for you. Hindi ka namin iiwan" After I said that ay mabilis kung sinenyasan Ang Isang nurse upang ma injectionan si Austin ng pangpakalma na may halong pampatulog. I know he will going to hate me for this but this is the least we can do to help him calm down.

I will just deal with his anger after.

"I'm sorry man" I told him before sya ma walan ng malay.

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After mahatid namin si Austin sa loob ng kwarto nila ni Matt ay bumalik ulit kami sa labas ng ICU. No one talks after that. Tanging Ang pag hikbi lang ng mama ni Matt ang maririnig mo.

We are not prepared for this. Not now not ever.

"You okay?" Ford ask me after a while. I looked at him for a minute and wonder.

What will I do if I lose him too. Am I going to make it or not? I know there are times that I did not treat him well. Maraming beses na binaliwala ko si Ford. How his feelings for me or our friendship.

"Yeah I am fine... I'm just thinking" Is what I replied to him and  then I grab his hand and hold it tight.

I'll try to make things better for us two after all this mess pass. I just hope that I still have him not just a friend but also a lover. I hope that Ford will stay until the end. Until this shit is over. I may not love him but he is important to me and I don't want to lose him.

No one talks after that. 30 minutes have passed saka pa bumukas ang pinto ng ICU at lumabas doon ang Isang doctor. Makikita mo sa mukha nya ang ang di magandang balita.

Mabilis namang lumapit ang magulang ni Matt sa doctor. "How was it? How's the operation? Is my son okay? How about my apo? Are they fine? Tell me doc! Is my...is my son still alive? May nagyari ba?" Sunod sunod na tanong ng Mommy ni Matt. Naka suporta at naka alalay naman asawa nito sa kanya kasi parang ano mang minuto ay tutumba na sya.

Huminga ng malalim ang doctor at tinignan kami ng may lungkot. Pagkatapos ay umiling ito.

"I am sorry for your lost"