HIS PLAYBOY M-preg

Chapter 29

(BEWARE! NOT YET EDITED!)

- pasensya na sa mga wrong grammar and spelling and also for not updating regularly. :(

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- AUSTIN

As days goes by masasabi kong medyo okay naman ang lahat. Nakalabas na ng hospital si Matt, but still once a week ay kailangan parin naming bumalik ng hospital for his check-up at para narin ma monitor ng mga doctor ang kalagayan niya. Before Matt was discharged ay kinausap kami ng doctor which is also a dear friend of his mother patungkol sa sakit niya and the complications that it may cause.

He told us that while the baby is growing so is the tumor inside his uterus. The doctor also explain to us the risks and possible damage na maidudulot nito sa kanya at sa baby. He also added that they cannot immediately perform an operation because it may cause a greet danger especially Matt is currently pregnant.

While hearing those things I can't help but say to myself maybe this is my karma for all the wrong things that I do before. For being a Playboy and manwhore. Pakiramdam ko din nung mga oras na iyon I was useless that I'm not capable of doing anything and for the first time I don't know what to do.

All I just know that I can't lose either one of them! That's why I'm doing the best I can to find a good doctor who have the capability to help us. To help Matt's condition. I don't care about the money as long as they were both safe and that's all I ever wanted.

Sa mga araw din na dumaan ay finally Matt and I decided to tell our friends and my family about us and about peanut. Thankfully they took it so well na ipinagpapasalamat namin ni Matt.

And on the other hand me and my dad are in speaking terms right now because Matt help me understand dad's point of view. But even though we are okay now still there are some things na hindi parin ako sangayon sa ibang ginagawa ni dad but I still try to be okay with it as long as it's not going to harm him and my sisters. Dad can be with her (my mother) but he should know how to be careful. Ayokong masaktan na naman siya sa huli.

Also Matt is now attending an online class. His family and I both decided that he should not be going to regular school in order for him to ba safe. Sa una ay tutol pa siya pero sa huli ay wala din siyang nagawa kundi ang pumayag. Because he knows that we are doing this for him and the baby's own good. Sa ngayon din ay nasa aking penthouse na mamalagi si Matt. Every Monday, Wednesday and Friday ay andito siya sa akin then Tuesday, Thursday, Saturday and Sunday ay nasa kanila Naman siya. We decided to have this kind of set up because we want to spent some time together and also for me to be there during Matt's pregnancy.

Which is okay for me, because I like having him by my side.

And speaking of myself. This passed few days have been stressful for me. Halos Wala na akong nagagawang tulog at pahinga because Chase other personality has decided to come out again.

That assh*le has the nerve to kidnapped Cloude and we don't have any idea on where they are right now! That's why Zack, Ford and I and some of our friends were busy looking for them 24/7. We will not stop until we find them.

That son of a b*tch!

Sad to say until now Matt doesn't know about Cloude disappearance. Hindi sa ayaw kong sabihin sa kanya pero natatakot lang ako sa maaring mangyari pag nalaman niya ang tungkol dito lalo na sa condition niya ngayon. I know he has the right to know because Cloude is his best friend but what can I do? I just want them to be safe.

Kaya isa din yan sa mga iniisip at pinoproblema ko ngayon.

"Damn it!" Malutong Kong mura habang napahilamos nalang ako ng aking mukha dahil sa sobrang galit at guilt na nararamdaman ko sa mga oras na ito. Mag aalasdos na nang madaling araw at ito ako nasa loob parin ng aking opisina. Wala pa akong nagagawang tulog. After I make sure that Matt is comfortable sleeping on our bed ay dumiritso agad ako dito sa mini office ko sa penthouse at nag kulong. Hindi din kasi ako makatulog kaya inabala ko nalang Ang aking sarili sa mga papeles at Kung ano ano pa dito sa loob nang aking opisina.