𝐎𝐧𝐞 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐭𝐬 (𝑴.𝑹. ~ 𝑴𝒂𝒕𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒐 𝑹𝒊𝒅𝒅𝒍𝒆)

till death tear us apart

A/N: Suprise! 845 words. Small chapter. I know it sucks. It's old and cringy also triggering. I'm reading and it really sucks sorry. Also if someone has requests or ideas please write because I just finished last one I had. I won't publish it for I while tho.

TW: Suicide, self harm, death

MATTHEO'S POV
My life is going pretty well. I'm dating Y/n, the love of my life. We are so happy. She's beautiful and sweet. I couldn't ask for better. She supported me even after she found out about me being death eater.

Right now I'm going to another meeting. I hate them every time I get the new task and it's never good. Plus I can't hang out with Y/n. I entered the meeting room and the atmosphere is worse then usual.

Voldy: "Son, take a seat." I sat down next to him as he continued "You see we have a problem, you're always with your little girlfriend and it's distracting you from your goals. So you need to stay away from her or I'll just have to kill her." nobody would know that these words will broke me.

I did the spell so I can't cry but this was it. My life is fucked and done. If I'm not with her I'm mentally dead so why not be and physically. "Okay" is all I could answer with without falling apart.

"Meeting dismissed" my father yelled. I teleported to my dorm. I couldn't stop crying. I lost the best thing in my life. After 5 hours of crying and sobbing I went to broke up with Y/n.

I got to her door and knocked. There she was looking beautiful as always. All I wanted was to hug and kiss her so much and never let her go.

"Hey" she said even her voice is pretty. "Hey, we need to talk." I said with cold voice of course I used a spell she can't see me crying she'll know something is up. "Okay" she answered.

She looks so happy and I'm gonna ruin that. I just want to kill myself. "I think we should break up." I said.

Her face fell, her eyes started watering. She looked completely broken and that's all my fault. "Why I though y-you l-liked me?" I wanted to cry and scream.

"Nobody likes you. You mean nothing to me." I said mentaly slapping, stabbing and killing myself.

She broke down in tears. She fell on her knees and I couldn't watch it anymore. I left and on the way to my dorm I was crying my eyes and heart out.

I went to my dorm to calm down but I couldn't. Tears were escaping my eyes and every thought of her made me cry even harder.

After several hours of crying I made my way to Astronomy Tower. I got there and started thinking. I broke the best person in my life. The love of my life. I walked over to railings and started thinking whether to jump or not.

I looked down to end of the tower just to see the thing I feared the most. My heart broke more then million times. Y/n the person I love the most laying there motionless.

~one hour before~

Y/N'S POV
He left me. All the things he said running through my head. I head to Astronomy Tower. If best thing I have in life isn't in my life then why do I need life. I walked over to railing and without even looking down or having second thought I jumped and then everything went black.

~back to present~
MATTHEO'S POV
I run down the stairs to place she is. The blood streaming down her head. I checked he puls. S-she's dead.

I put her head on my lap and started crying. "No, no, NO." What did I do? It's all my fault. "I love you Y/n please come back. I didn't mean anything I said. Just please come back I can live without you. Please." I said through sobs.

I was crying until profesor McGonagall saw me and took me away. I was in shock. It's all my fault. She told me to wash off the blood. I went to the bathroom just to broke down even more.

God, I wish I never spoke now I better wash my mouth out with soap. I went over to sink and splashed myself with water. I sunk down. I took knife from my back pocket. I deserve this. It's all my fault. I started cutting. Blood streaming down my hand but I couldn't care less. Y/n's dead.

~few weeks later~
Nobody saw me for weeks. I haven't eaten for days. I fell in depression. I cut myself every day.

Today I've been called for death eater meeting. This is the first one I'm going to. I teleport to Malfoy Manor.

Voldy: "Ah, son, finally came to join us. After that girls death I haven't seen you. You should be happy now there is no distraction." How could I be happy.

I can't take it anymore. I teleport to Astronomy Tower and walk over to railings. If Y/n killed herself I will too. I take one look down and jump then everything went black.

THE END