We're supposed to be enemies

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Y/N'S POV

Today I wasn't in the mood. I got detention from Snape, I woke up late, I didn't shower, I didn't eat breakfast and now I have Charms in which I have to sit next to my enemy, Mattheo Riddle.

I hated him. I hated his perfect smile and his perfect brown curls and his perfect eyelashes that fell perfectly on his brown shiny eyes. I hated that he was hot. I hated that he was attractive. I hated that he was tall. I hated dimples on his smile. I hated that he was perfect. I hated that he was my enemy. I hated the fact I have a crush on him. I hated the fact that I love him.

I sit down slamming my book on the table. "Well someone woke up grumpy." he says smirking.

"Don't even start." I say through my teeth. "Why not?" he asks curly smiling.

"Because I'm not in the mood. I'm having a bad day already don't make it worse." I say and I kinda saw the worry on his face which was soonly replaced by a smirk.

"Okay, okay" he says lifting his arms in defeat. I turn back to profesor and his boring lesson.

"So you will do this project with person seating next to you." he says. I shrug. Amazing. Lucky me.

I turn to Riddle with annoyed face expression while he had his familiar smirk on his face.

"You will be doing Draught of Living Death" profesor says. "Okay you grab ingredients while I read the instructions." I say.

"Why can't I read?" he asks. "Because I said so. Now go." I say snapping back. "Fine, I'm going" he says surprised.

He comes back with everything and we start making our potion. Just as we were about to finish Mattheo puts wrong ingredient in. Shit.

And the whole potion explodes in my face. This day got even worse. "Y/n, how can you be so stupid this is easiest potion how could you get this wrong?" Lena laughs.

"Lena quiet, but Y/n she's right. How could this happen? I expect you in detention tonight." he says. "But profesor" I start but get cut off by him

"I don't want to hear it. Another detention." I sigh. Great. I wanted to cry but I can't. It would only feed sharks around me even more.

The bell soon rang and I get up and went to my dorm. I sigh as I sit down on the cold floor. Sudently I hear my phone ring. I look at it.

Father
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I can't belive you got two detentions in one day. You're such disappointment. We will talk about this the second you come home. Disgrace.

I feel the tears in my eyes. I'm a disappointment. I'm a failure. Tears were just escaping my eyes. I was never enough. My breath hitched.

My chest tighted. Tears escaped my eyes. My breathing got worse. Everything around me became blurry.

What is happening? I started having a panic attack. Why? Haven't I given enough? I finally thought I was getting better, always tried my best and ended up hurt.

I'm falling apart. I just wanted to have a normal life. I'm not perfect. I'm only human. I couldn't breathe anymore.

I feel like I'm going to pass out every second. Sudently I hear my door burst open.

I look up but don't see anything. Everything blurry. "Y/n, listen to me, you're going to be okay. Everything is going to be okay" someone says.

I would recognize that voice anywhere. Three years of Mattheo's bullying I mean how could I not.

"I-i... can't.... breath" I barley manage to say. I can feel him panic. Next thing I know his lips are smashed on mines.

He slowly pulls away. And somehow I able to breathe again. "Better?" he asks. "Yeah, how did you do that?" I ask confused.

"By kissing you I make you hold your breath." Mattheo says. I nod. Oh God, this is awkward very awkward. 

"Thank you" I say. "Of course, why were you crying anyway?" he asks. His face showing that he really cares.

"It doesn't matter." I whisper. "Y/n, it does matter okay? You matter. You *deep breath* you matter to me okay?" he says turning his face to the side so I can't see it fully.

"What do you mean?" I ask. He doesn't like me right? "Y/n, I care about you. Even if you think I hate you. I don't. Faking hating you is hardest thing ever. Cause your hair falls so perfectly on your face. Your eyes shine so bright and I get lost in them all the fucking time. Your smile lights up the whole room. And we're supposed to be enemies but Y/n I can't pretend anymore okay? I should hate you but I don't. I shouldn't love you but I do." he says making me extremely shocked and flustered.

Without even thinking twice I smash my lips on his. His  hands wrap around my neck as we both stand up.

He pins me against the wall. One of his hands on my waist and mine hands over his shoulders in his hair.

It was magical. His lips were soft and gentle. We slowly pull away. "I love you too, my enemy." I say smiling but also making him smile. "Good now tell me why were you crying?" he asks.

I guide him to bed so I can explain everything to him. "I'll explain while you cuddle with me" I say opening my arms wide open.

He jumps on the bed and lays down on my stomach. "Can you belive before an hour we were enemies?" I ask.

"No, I can not. But don't change the subject. Why were you crying?" he asks. I sigh and explain him everything while he listened very closely.

"Oh, I'm sorry darling. But you have me now. I'll always be here for you." he says. Oh God how can this boy be so sweet.

"I don't deserve you." I say. "I completely agree. You deserve so much better." he says sadly smiling.

"No, I do not. I'm useless, a disappointment and embarrassing. " I say. "What are you talking about? You are the most incredible and wonderful person I have ever met." he says kissing me.

And here I am cuddling with my so called enemy. At least that's what we're supposed to be. Enemies.

THE END

A/N: Thank you Outofthisworldreads for giving me idea♡

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