Belly's pov
Finally, the 4th of July weekend. All of us are here except one person and that's Conrad. I get why he wouldn't want to be here but come on it's for his mum
I wish I could make it up to him but it's fine everything will be fine. He's in cali having fun with all the highschool girls he can have that's if he's moved on I still feel so bad for what I did and I shouldn't of have done it that way in his hoodie next to his college and school I should've told him about it first
I owed him that much
I tried to talk to him but al I got was ignored Steven told me to just leave it he's stressed out as it is he doesn't need me annoying him, but I couldn't I want to be there for him as much as I hurt him I know I owe him that
Conrad's pov
Fourth of July weekend
My mum's favourite holiday
I'm not there celebrating I'm staying here in cali I couldn't see Jeremiah and belly I just can't stand force myslef in to that
I stayed in contact with Steven and Laurel for a while till I just let go and gave up replying from what I know belly is doing great and the house looks just like it did years ago I'm so glad Laurel saved it for us for mum
I should've stayed in contact I just couldn't not after that
I get calls and messages from everyone daily just don't want to answer
It tried to date again and I couldn't do it I don't think I can I mean belly was the one and she chose Jeremiah
Laurel keeps telling me to come to cousins even if it's just to see her as she tells me she misses me all the time but I always say I'm busy which isn't a total lie
Steven told me about how belly told Jeremiah about the night me and belly had in cousins and he was pissed I don't get why tho I don't even know why she told him
I was thinking to probably go down to cousins during winter break I know the fishers and conklins have meals together at laurels place to cousins is empty and I can go and be alone up there
When I tried dating it was with a girl named Agnes I know a old name right she was nice but it just wasn't for me there wasn't the spark like there is for me and belly
I really wanted fuck that needed belly she was my girl and Jeremiah had her and really I had to just live with that
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FanficBelly picked Jeremiah, will she finally rethink he decision and pick the right brother this time *I don't own any characters* Bonrad story Chris briney as Conrad fisher Lola tung as belly Conklin Gavin casalegno as Jeremiah fisher Sean Kaufman...
