After

Missing you

Belly's pov
It's been months since me and Conrad did anything and always thinking he's tired of me or something else but I know that's not Conrad, it was getting late Conrad was still at work I had just put ruby to bed Anna was getting ready for bed. Conrad doesn't even have dinner with us as much anymore he's always late then says he's not hungry.

It was around midnight when he arrived back home walking through the front door shoving his shoes of as he walked through to the kitchen
"Bells why you still awake" he said shocked as to see me standing right there
"I was waiting for you"
"Why" he asked in a sarcastic tone

"Because I miss you Connie, it's been months since we have done anything hell you aren't even here for dinner anymore"

"That's not my fault"
"I didn't say it was" I said annoyed the last thing I was was an argument but it's hard when the person you love doesn't even give you that thrill or attention like he used to

"You clearly did" he said as he sat down looking at me through his eyebrows
"Are you tired of me?" I asked
"Of course not" he said as he stood up
"No no, probably cheating on me right who is it, Aubrey?"
"Agnes"
"Angie"
"Oh it's Casey isn't it" I kept going like it was there and I could finally see the truth

"Belly what the fuck are you talking about where's is this coming from" he said raising his voice

"Your cheating on me"
"So because we haven't had sex in months I'm apparently cheating on you GROW UP"
"So"
"We aren't talking about this I'm not Jeremiah or my dad"

"I DIDNT SAY YOU WAS" I screamed
"NO YOU MEANT IT LIKE THAT"
"KNOW WHAT FUCK YOU BELLY SO WHAT IF IM TALKING TO CASEY OR AUBREY"

"SO YOU ARE CHEATING" I screamed
"Oh my god belly get a fucking grip I'm not cheating on you"
"ALL I ASKED WAS YOU TO BE HERE I DIDNT WANT TO ARGUE"

"TO FUCKING BAD YOU CAUSED IT" he said as he began walking to the door
"Con" I was interrupted my a voice

"Mum dad what's going on"
"Don't worry go to bed" Conrad said as he paced back and fourth
"Why are you arguing"

"None of your god damn bussines" Conrad screamed
"OI DONT FUCKING SCREAM AT OUR DAUGHTER LIKE THAT THIS IS BETWEEN ME AND YOU" I screamed at him

"Anna just got to bed okay" I said as she nodded and walked back upstairs
Conrad began walking for the door
"I'm leaving" he said
"Go on fucking leave like you always do always fucking leave jere was right that's all you do"

"Don't bring him in to this"
"Oh like aubrey, angie, Casey, Agnes maybe you should go to them"

"FUCK SAKE BELLY I TOLD YOU AUBREY WAS HELPING ME I WANTED IT TO BE YOU" he said as he got close to me as he said gritting his teeth "I would never cheat and you know it" he had his finger pointing in to my chest "you act all fucking innocent belly like you didn't fuck with mine and Jeremiah's head" as he looked at me blankly in the face
Times like this it felt like he would slap me. I wished he did but I know Conrad he wouldn't do that like I was in a trance u snapped out of it and it came out suddenly
"AGNES OR ANGIE I KNOW YOU STILL TALK TO THEM" I began as he got closer as I took a few steps back
"IM GONNA SAY THIS ONCE BELLY ITS YOU NOT THEM OR CASEY. YOU" he said once he was close enough he turned around leaving the house as I sighed and walked back to the table. And buried my head in my hands was I just overthinking this. This is Conrad he wouldn't cheat on me. It was around 4 am I went up to bed no sign of conrad I thought maybe he stopped at a motel or something but little did I know he was out front the whole time.

I was still awake facing the window looking out to the ocean still no Conrad when I heard the door open and the side of the bed sink
"Bells"
"Where was you" I said still facing the window
"In my car" he said
"You left though" I said sniffling " I know you was right I do leave I always do I wasn't just in my car I went to my mums garden just feel like I'm fucking up"
"Your not" I said as turned to him
"You know I would never cheat on you"
"I know I-"
"Don't, I get it I would feel the same if you was home later every night I'm sorry bells"
"I'm sorry too"