Jug and Finesse

Wild

Club in Visual .

Shantii (previous night)

When I received those messages from Jaylon, I was pissed as fuck. Was this his way of saying it was over? And if it was, how could he do it so cruelly? Sending me pictures of them having sex.

Who does that? Anyone could tell I was really in deep for this boy, I thought what we had was real, but he played me.

I could tell from the pictures what club they were at. Why the fuck would Jaylon go to a mother fucking club knowing I would be waiting on him? See this is the shit that pisses me off.

I'm trying to figure out why he would do this but shit isn't connecting like I need it to.

You're getting mad for what? He obviously doesn't want you if he's laying up with Heaven.

Thoughts ran through my head, but I didn't want to believe them. What we had, it was real. It had to be. He told me.. I cried as the cold hard truth was smacked into my face with the pictures.

Warm tears slid down my face but I quickly wiped them away, he's not worth it.

I wasn't going to cry over him but I plan to beat some ass. I hopped into my car and drove straight to the club. Keshina text me asking if I was okay so I messaged her I was, before making a U-turn in the parking lot of the club.

Valet tried to ask for my car but I pushed them out of the way and barged into the club.

"ID?" the bouncer asked, I whipped out my fake ID. I was only 17 so I had to use a fake one. He looked at it and then let me in, stupid ass.

I pushed past grinding couples, straight into the back. By looking at the pictures I could see what room it was. I pulled the right door open, said a silent prayer and walked in.

What I saw next, scared the shit out of me. Heaven looked like an exact replica of me. Same eyes, same hair, she even wore an outfit that I would.

I gave her silent praise for nailing me on, but that's all she was. A copy. She could never be an original. I walked up to them and beat the hell out of her back.

Since she was on top of him, riding I had easy access. I covered my nose at the putrid smell of her private. When I hit her, she rolled over and hit her head against the back table.

She got up and looked at me, a smirk on her face. I smiled back at her as she bum rushed me. When she was within 3 feet of me, I ran up and struck her in her nose.

She flopped on the floor and tears started pouring down my cheeks. Why was I fighting her..if that's who he wanted, who was I to interfere? This is why I don't catch feelings..

I stood and walked away from her. I walked up to the bed placed in the corner. Jaylon grabbed my waist and said, "Bae come back to bed."

I pushed him off and he looked up at me, confused. Heaven walked over to us and glided back on him, and started riding slowly.

I held my temples and tried to calm down. Jaylon looked confused as hell, looking between her and me. He paused then flipped them over and pumped inside of her.

I couldn't take it, fuck what he wanted! I didn't give a fuck about if he didn't want me. He's not going to disrespect me like I'm nothing. It hurt to know he wanted Heaven, but it hurt even more to see him fuck her right in front of me.

Throwing caution to the wind, I gripped the back of Jaylon's head and slammed him to the floor. I could tell he was drunk, which gave me an advantage. I threw blows to his head, and even though he was drunk, I could tell it didn't restrict his strength.

He pulled me off of him and swung me on the bed. My head bopped against the headboard and he pinned me to the bed. Heaven got up and tried to kick my head, but I gripped her leg and swung her across the wall.

I got out of Jaylon's grip and saw a pitcher of water on the desk close by me. I gripped the handle and swung it at him. The water sobered him up a little bit and I looked between the naked Heaven and the naked him.

I forced myself not to glance at his package.

"Why am I naked?" he said, looking over at me and then Heaven. His eyes widened by a fraction, and then realization hit him. "Please tell me that we....didn't-" he said, but cut him self off, unable to finish the sentence.

"Oh but we did daddy, remember how you were screaming my name, telling me how much you loved me, our future, our kids..The way I licked th-" before she could finish I gripped her up and slung her into the wall.

I didn't know what I was doing and I didn't care. Why am I fucking fighting her, it's Jaylon who did it! But why did he seem so grossed out by the fact they fucked?

Fuck logic right now. The fact of the matter is Heaven and Jaylon had sex on the night of our one month anniversary. The details didn't matter.

He did it, knowing it would hurt me.

"Shantii..what happened?" he asked, looking between us.

"Are you serious right now? You told me you'd pick me up at six, but while I'm waiting on you, you're fucking her? You did me dirty, I swear to God just stay away from me," I snapped.

I got up, grabbed the little bit of dignity I had left and stalked out of there, chin held high. I heard him screaming out for me, but that was it. He lost me, cut off.

The last thing I'm willing to do is let these niggas run game on me, I don't give a fuck how the cookie crumbles I'm not going to be there and watch.

I heard heavy steps behind me but I paid them no mind. I walked out the club and headed straight to my car. I jumped in, and rode off. When driving, everything was a blurr.

Red lights looked like green ones, cars looked like people. My eyes were just tired of seeing everything, everything that hurts me. When I safely made it home, I knew I looked like shit.

I opened the front door and ignored everything. My mom was looking at me, I could feel her watching my every move. But I shrugged it off and headed up the stairs into my room.

Fuck love, that shit is for the birds. It only happens in fairy tales.

Fuck Heaven, she won. She had a mission to hurt me and split e and Jaylon up, and she succeeded.

Fuck Jay-

My feelings were hurt, I was hurt, everything was just numb. We had a good thing going, I was happy, I thought he was too.

And the worst part of it all is, I really was beginning to grow real love for him. He was growing on me..  I wiped my tears and peeled off my dress that meant nothing.

I took a small shower and jumped into some comfortable pajamas. Once I was comfortable, I couldn't sleep. I picked up my phone and looked at my Instagram. I looked at pictures of me and him, pictures that I couldn't find it in me to delete.

I didn't fall asleep that night.

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