Jug and Finesse

Lesser

Shantii P.O.V.

I jumped in my car and locked the doors, refusing to look back. I stuck the key into the ignition and sped out of her drive way. When I swerved on the highway, I visibly relaxed.

I couldn't believe Keshina gave it up, right after Sharanda did. It's obvious that Keshina and I are closer than Sharanda and me, but I fuck with them both on the same level, if that makes sense.

In 9th grade, we all made an oath to never have sex until we found the one we really, truly love. I refuse to believe she truly loves him, after only a month!

I'm not trying to put her down, that's the reason why I left. I wanted her deflowering to be something she felt happy about but I couldn't find it in me to be happy for her.

I asked her mother a few questions about last night. She told me all about how there's a new car in their garage, a Bentley Continental fucking Gt! And she came home with a lot of bags.

I don't think she's a gold digger but I do think, all of that was unnecessary for a one month anniversary gift! I guess since she bought him absolutely nothing, she decided her virginity was all she could give.

After one month though. I shook my head, angry with myself for being angry with her.

Not that it's a bad thing to be, but I'm now the last virgin in our little circle. As soon as I heard Monae wasn't even a virgin, it was the last straw.

I felt left out. The thought of fucking Jaylon has crossed my mind more than a couple of times but I've always resisted the urge. Partly for the sake of our oath but mainly because of my morals.

It made me mad how she could give something so precious up so easily and break our promise. Are you serious? I wasn't mad, I was just hurt.

I shook the thoughts out of my head and drove home. I just wanted to watch some chick flicks, get in some comfortable pajamas, roll over and sleep.

I unlocked my front door and walked up the steps. I thought about going to my mother's room to see if she was home, but then decided against it. She was at work, on a three week trip.

I glanced at Monae's room and smiled. I was glad that Monae moved in. She was a cool ass female and knowing her history, I was more than happy to help.

I slid out of my clothes and hopped into the shower. I grabbed my rag and poured some soap on it, preparing to scrub all of my worries away.

Maybe I was stressing it too much, maybe her virginity didn't matter to her. I couldn't force her to hold on to something she didn't value.

But me, it's one of those things I value greater than any tangible thing. When it's gone, it will be because the man I love took it.

Speaking of anniversaries, when was mine? I calculated in my head, and figured it out. Jaylon asked me out three days after Ja'Quinn asked Keshina. Therefore, my anniversary was in two days.

Since it was only a month, we didn't have to celebrate but I knew he'd get me something anyway. Thoughts ran through my head about what I would get him.

I heard my phone beep a few times and I ignored it, most likely it was the girls wanting to know why I was so mad. I didn't want to seem childish by not picking up, but my reason for leaving mattered to me.

I finished scrubbing and stepped out of the water. I decided to go shopping for his gift. I didn't know what to give him exactly but hopefully the mall would give me some inspiration.

I walked to my mother's closet and grabbed her black card. I checked my safe in the back of my closet for reassurance purposes, and found my money exactly where I left it.