𝔰𝔴𝔦𝔱𝔠𝔥𝔢𝔡 :: ᴍɪʟᴇꜱ ᴍᴏʀᴀʟᴇꜱ - ᴇ 42

* 𝘮𝘦𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘴 𝘨𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘦𝘷𝘰𝘭𝘷𝘦

                                                                               ✾. 𝙢𝙚𝙧𝙜𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙨𝙥𝙞𝙧𝙞𝙩,
                                                                                                -𝙢𝙞𝙣𝙙, 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙗𝙤𝙙𝙮... ✾

( inspo from womb by melanie martinez,
i suggest you play it while reading, no need to though! ❤️)

i lay in the bed of flowers, fluttering my eyes at every chirp of a bird i hear, or every call of an animal. my eyes open fully slowly as i softly chuckle and pick the petals of the white roses surrounding me.

i gently hum the tune of a lullaby my mother used to sing to me as a baby, sitting up from my laying position as i felt relaxed without a care in the world.

i watch as the light barely gets brighter and brighter by the second, the sun almost blinding my eyes with its beauty.

"hey.."

i hear a faint, soft, delicate voice whisper from behind me. i look back with a smile, only widening as i'm met with me, my face, my voice, everything coming closer.

she gently smiled at me as she slowly made her way over, her identical curls in a different style bouncing gently as she sat herself down next to me.

i grinned at her again as i trailed my fingertips through the sharp blades of grass, squinting my eyes for a second to adjust to the tampered brightness of the sun.

"you can still make it y'know. i can help you."

she mumbled, picking at the soft petals as my smile dropped a slight bit, sighing as my finger tips were now moving deep enough in the ground to touch the rough, yet comforting soil beneath the blooming bed of flowers beneath me.

i watched as the bright, blue sky, was now projecting what was going on where my body rested. i watched the view as it showed miles, and miles, at first holding onto my body with longing, their eyes darkening as they looked down to what they'd lost.

after they had set in the realization, i watched as they took out all of their anger on the spot. i could hear the faint, worried voices of the hero's in the back warning miles, that spider-man doesn't kill.

as my eyes stayed of the projection in-front of me, i watched every small thing, every small detail, every moment i could. i saw miles hold himself back from leaving a last hit, as he was spider-man and technically was not supposed to end his opponents.

yet my miles was no spider-man, he was no hero, he was not empathetic, especially not to those who wronged him. i saw the clip quickly fade away, stopping right before miles landed the ending blow on the spot after the largest fight ever.

i could still see the chaos of the city people once lived in, felt safe in.

i grabbed the familiar stuffed bear from beside me and hugged in tightly into my chest, feeling at peace, yet in shambles at everything that had been going on. i felt my eyes rumble with the waterworks, yet had no tears left to cry.

her gentle hands rubbed my shoulder softly while tapping it with her thumb, simply only something i knew myself would help calm me down. i squeezed the bear tighter as i looked down onto it.

memories of my life were still stuck in my brain, very clear now. i closed my eyes as my brain showed the memory of my 6th birthday.

"here's your final gift n/n."

i unwrapped the light pink box, untying the neat pink bow on the top as i opened the top slowly. i stared i'm awe as i pulled out the soft, cute, fluffy bear from the box, not failing to notice the small heart embroidered onto its wrist.

"that heart, it's mine."

she said, smiling gently at my loving look for the stuffed animal.

"whenever you feel lonely, or you feel like you can't find away back to me, hug him tightly and you'll feel me in your heart, guiding you every step of the way."

i sigh as the memory starts to become a blur, my mothers voice, and fathers eyes fading into the distance. i opened my eyes  and look over to the girl, sitting beside me as she seems to have finally found her peace.

"i didn't have a choice y/n. but now, you do.
-i never wanted to leave miles, and you don't have to."

i smiled gently at her words, the bright sun rays i remembered shining back upon us. not only did i reminisce on the memories i have with miles, but my memories with diana, my memories with my parents, all the promises i made, having a chance to not be broken.

"thank you y/n. i'm ready."

i mumbled, sending a large grin onto her face as we both rose up from our seats in the field. she grinned at me, intertwining both of our pinkies together as we made our way further down a beam of light. i felt a deep, comforting pressure as she, and the strength she never got to protect herself with, came together with mine to give me a chance at life once again

we continued to switch between minds as everything was merging together, both y/n's, both miles', both parents,
both souls.

i shot back to my body, waking up with a gasp for air

" 𝔠𝔲𝔱 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔠𝔬𝔯𝔡. 𝔦'𝔪 𝔠𝔬𝔪𝔦𝔫'."

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Word Count: 1086

basically if you don't understand what's going on here's and explanation; basically, y/n wasn't dead, but she was very close to being dead. she was in her mind and the other y/n, the one who was killed by spot before, met her in her mind and was telling her about her options. she had the choice to give up and side with death, our gather up their strength and resuscitate herself. she was planing on choosing the first option, but then was reminded of her memories and everything she had to live for, mostly how much the people cared about her. after that she chose the second one and now we're here!

first, thank you guys all so so much for the reads, comments, and love i've gotten on this book. i'm very sad that it's coming to an end but remember i'm making kind of a crossover sequel in a while! hope you guys liked it i'm not sure how good it is but it's also like 5am so good night, day, or afternoon everyone, I love you all guys!!