Chapter 20

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On our way back from the hotel everything flooded back to me about what happened last night. I always knew she had that dominant side but I've never seen it, it was just certain things she'd say that made me think that. The way she walks, talks, and her whole presence is dominant.


Most women I've fucked have tried to take control but sucked terribly at it. With her she just made me submit easily to her, she handled everything perfectly. Now my legs still shake a little when I stand in one place for too long or when I'm walking too long. As someone who makes other people's legs shake, I will no longer laugh because ain't shit about this funny.

Is it bad that I lowkey want her to punish me? I mean don't get me wrong just the pleasure has my ass shaking, imagine the punishment....


Even if I don't get punished I want to taste her again. I hope she knows she's mine and only mine.

KaiLani laid on my chest as she slept peacefully, her phone started ringing she stored in her sleep before waking up answering the phone. "Hello." Her voice croaked, she nodded her head, "okay." Before hanging up the phone. She rolled over escaping my arm, "What's wrong?" I asked. She walked slowly to the closet, then walked back out with her scrubs. "Work called, I have to go in."


I was lowkey sad she had to leave, I got up following her to the bathroom, walking up behind her wrapping my arms around her waist. "What time are you going to be back, I don't want you to leave." She scoffed, "I said the same damn thing. It's eleven am right now so probably around seven or eight." I rolled my eyes, Okay I deserve that I just thought we were going somewhere.



"Look I deserve that. Look at me." She turned around, I pushed her against the sink counter slightly with my arms on her waist. Our eyes locked, "I just want to love you and Kalias. I know that I fucked up in the past, I'm here to fix that's hurt and pain I caused with love. Let me show you love is a cure for heartache or pain. Please."

"I just want to love you and Kalias

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"I just want to love you and Kalias. I know that I fucked up in the past, I'm here to fix that's hurt and pain I caused with love. Let me show you love is a cure for heartache or pain. Please."



Looking into his eyes, he looked very guilty, pained, and begging for a chance. So far he's done great with Kalias, they've gotten close and he's been a great father to Kalias. Apparently it's not only Kalias he wants a second chance with, I don't know. What if I get hurt again?

"Let me think about it." I answered, a soft smile appeared on his lips. "Hey I said let me think not that it was a yes." He kissed my forehead, "The fact is you're gonna think on it, meaning I haven't been a terrible person to you or Kalias." I rolled my eyes, He wasn't lying


"Want to take a shower with me? I have to do some work at the office." I looked at him with a bright smile, "I would love that." He smiled back, turning the water on undressing.

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On my way to work I needed to talk to Luka about everything that happened.

Me: Bitch I got so much shit to tell you

LukBug🐞: Bitch spill

Me: Okay so yesterday since I was off and not on call Ace wanted to take a "Get to know each other day." Which I was like shit why not might as well catch up. Long story short, we went to the beach in another city in Italy, walked around the town. It was so beautiful. Then we went to dinner. Had drinks, on the way back my tipsy ass was like "can I be honest right now? Im really tryna keep my composure and not fuck the shit out of you right now." This nigga changed the direction of the car, went to a hotel and then yeah.


LukBug🐞: And yo ass was talking bout you didn't want him, look at you now.




I laughed, Me: I didn't, but I don't know anymore. Because this morning he made me think he really want to try again.

LukBug🐞: First ima need the details on the sex, then tell me this morning.

Me: I mean I was pretty much in control other then when he switched rolls and fuck the shit out of me.


LukBug🐞: Awlll little subby boy

A slight laugh fell from my lips, Me: Shut the fuck up and it's Switch boy. Anyways, this morning my phone rang because I was getting called into work since it's short staffed today because everybody and they mama decided to take off. And while I was in the bathroom about to wash my face and shit he walks up behind me and says "I don't want you to leave" and I was like "I said the same thing." And I guess that pushed a button because he was like "look at me." Bitch when I turned around this man looked me dead in my soul and told me how much he wants to love not only me but Kalias and how he wants to heal all the hurt and pain he caused with love and shit.


LukBug🐞: What did you say?


Me: I said let me think about it.

LukBug🐞: I feel since he's doing good with Kalias and being a great father to him, just give it time because if he does fuck up it's not only you hurt but Kalias to. So just tread lightly but I think you should give him a second chance. I mean you already gave him so pussy got his ass addicted.


I laughed, me: I guess you're right I just don't want to end up hurt.


LukBug🐞: And you have every right to feel like that, he left you when you were pregnant but at the same time he didn't know because he answered and then hung up so you can't hold it against him forever because when he found out he could've said fuck you and that kid and dipped but he didn't and he wants a family. Just give him a chance but don't wear your heart on your sleeve just yet maybe go slow, you know baby steps. Even though y'all done already fucked but you know what I mean.


Me: Yeah, ight I'll talk to you when I get off.

LukBug🐞: Okay, bye slut

Me: Bye whore



As I walked into the hospital, I looked around seeing patients crowding the waiting area. What the fuck








Heyy bitches, I know I'm a few hours late but see what happened was that school nap was hitting and my ass was out like a damn broke light switch.



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