WITH YOU!

66. WITH HIM!

AISHA

I was getting all nervous & then suddenly I felt Vivaan's warm palm on my bare waist, & before I could even react, I was pulled over on his laps! I was flabbergasted! I regrated wearing a crop top, as his hands teased my bare waist!

I looked at him in disbelief, as he looked at me with a smirk, & a mischievous glint in his eyes, which I've observed is only around me! Before I could speak anything, he pulled me closer to him, in a way I was half-stranding him!

I remembered the scenes from the morning at I blushed, & tried to get away from him, that is when he held me firm from my waist, & from his other hand, made me look at him, holding my chin!

& I looked at him, as his hand moved from my chin to my cheeks. I then looked into his eyes, & my world stopped there!

His eyes held that depth, those emotions, which I feel for him myself, it was like his eyes were mirroring my own self, my own emotions! & that was it! I, with my shaking hands cupped his jaws, as he too looked at me in desperation! Our lips parted, our breathings raged, & our eyes having the same longings, the same desires, the same love!

Yes, I saw love in his eyes, & I let him gawk into my soul too, without any hesitance, without any reluctance, I let him see through me!

After my Mamma's death, I had enclosed myself in a shell, I never let anyone see through me, specially my sorrows & my tears, & after my Uncle's attacks, I shut my every emotion to the world! But WITH HIM, I'm the same Aisha I was six years back!

I let him see & read my insecurities, my fears, my tears, I opened up to him long ago, but I never let him see my feelings for him!

But today he broke my shell completely! Today I feel empowered, knowing he is WITH ME, yes his silent mouth, & his talkative eyes have promised me his companionship, in my every journey, in my every smile, in my every tear!

Suddenly we both started leaning towards each other, unconsciously, my hands held his neck & head, & his hand held my neck too, while other hand of his secured me by my waist!

& just as our lips touched, the car came to a halt, & my trance got broken, & I moved back a little, realizing what I was doing, specially with the driver, sorry, sorry, bodyguard-cum-driver present in the car! I was flustered, as I looked down, fidgeting with my fingers.

"Boss, we're here!" announced his bodyguard, as I could see irritated expressions on Vivaan's face, as he cursed under his breathe, & he really look very cute when he is irritated!

I giggled looking at him, as he looked at me with narrowed eyes, & he jerked my head closer with his hand present in my hairs, as I gasped, but my smile didn't leave my lips!

"We'll continue this after we'll head back home!" declared he, as I gulped, foreboding again.

'....after we'll head back home!' his words resonated in my body, & I felt like we won't return back this soon!

His touches had distracted my thoughts, but now that feeling is nagging me again, even his touches were not helping me, as I felt my breathings getting heavy, cold sweat marking my palms which I turned into fists, & I got goosebumps, my body felt heavier to myself! I was trying to calm myself, but nothing was helping!

The last time I felt so, I lost my Mom! I looked at a concerned Vivaan! Does that mean this time???

"No!" I shouted, as I hugged Vivaan tightly, & a few tears flowed my eyes, before I knew, as my body shivered, my stomach churned, my heart felt heavy, & my rest body, lighter like a paper.