WITH YOU!

70. A DEAL OF HEARTS!

VIVAAN

I asked everyone to get back home, as I'll stay with my Doll myself! I'm not leaving her! Hell, I'm NEVER leaving her!

I don't yet feel relieved at heart, which is yet palpating! I need to assure & re-assure myself that she is alright, & with me! I sat by her, on a comfortable chair, as I hold her hands, admiring her, & kissing her occasionally!

I don't know what it actually is, but it's just that I'm habitual of her! Previously I WANTED HER, but now she is my NEED!

When I felt like I'm loosing her, I realized I don't just want her, I need her, like I need the air to breathe in! I just need her, I can't imagine my life without her, she has become an integral, or rather I should say the most important part of my life!

I promised myself to protect her by my life! She is way too precious for a devil like me, & as a precious stone's glitters attract thieves & robbers, her shine, her glow attracts evil!

I know that Akash, or whoever that fucker is, is after her! He had even hacked her phone once! He is going crazy, I know, well the credit goes to my girl only!

She is so alluring that nobody can take their eyes off her, me being number one in the list! She is so irresistible, that I can't even take my hands off her! Call me a pervert, a fucker, I don't care, but I can't take off my eyes & hands, when I'm with her, & I can't think of anything else, when I'm away from her!

Hell I can't even take my thoughts off her!

My frantic heart started calming down, as I looked at her for hours, sitting there, holding her hands & caressing her, as mine!

I had a light supper, as Mom & Avi insisted, & then again I joined her! Doctor has said she won't wake up at least till morning, or might take longer, but I ain't going anywhere! I've decided I won't leave her anywhere alone now! For she has such great tendencies to land herself into uninvited troubles, that I need to stay with her!

In fact, I myself am a trouble she has landed herself into! I chuckled at the thought of our first meeting, & how she cared for me then!

Then I thought that how much will she care for me when she falls for me actually, & become mine! I didn't have the slightest idea then, that this girl would one day take bullets for me!

I was a stranger then, but yet she risked her own self to save me, & today, when she loves me, she jeopardized her very own life, I can't believe it! I can't even believe that she exists!

Sometimes I feel like I'm just hallucinating her, for angles like her are not present on this planet, & even if they are, they don't come to darkness of my world! But here she is, she herself fell into the arms of a Devil, trying to help me, & now she is tied to me FOREVER!

She must be thinking our several meetings after that were co-incidents, how naive is she actually! But she doesn't need to know about my conspiracies to bind ourselves together! Let that be a secret for her let her think of it as some FAIRY-TALE, for all that matters now is that the girl lying here like a SLEEEPING BEAUTY, is MINE, & that she is madly & badly crossed in LOVE with me, the Devil himself!

But it feels good, & actually excellent, to be loved by someone, like you too have a reason to live, like without them your life is nothing, & for those loved ones, you even sacrifice your lives, like my girl here! God, today I've fallen for her all over again, & so much so, that I'm confused about my feelings for her again, except of the fact that she has become my NEED now!