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VIVAAN

I couldn't help but feel pain, when she panicked from my own touches! Doctor has said it'll take some time to recover from the drugs, but I can only see her condition worsening!

When she literally begged me to take her out, I took her out, only to experience her possessiveness, her love, soft touches, & oh that always turning me-on blushing of hers!

She called me CUTE! I think she really doesn't know a bit about me, or maybe she looks at me from different eyes, yes, not those lusty, or greedy eyes, but that filled with love, only love, extreme depths of love! Her love seems deeper than the Mariana Trench itself.

I looked at her sleeping form. Yeah, as expected, under the effects of the medicines, she is sleeping like a baby most of the day, & then when she wakes up, she will always panic, & I can't leave her in this condition at all.

I kissed her forehead, & carried her back to the hospital, in her ward, & lied her down, holding her closer to my chest. Like her, I too find my peace only near her, holding her closer.

She looks so beautiful when she is sleeping, her cute, yet seductive lips pouted, with that bow of her lips looking cuter than ever; her long, wet lashes covering her eyes, showing she cried some time ago; her chubby cheeks attracting me to bite them again, as that high cheekbones look like apples to me, & not to forget her perky bosoms attached to my chest completely!

Oh, how much I want to take her, but I know she isn't well currently. Though her injuries have almost recovered, but not her internal state, & those worst nightmares!

I was stocking her hairs, as she snuggled more into me, holding my shirt tightly, & her tears & painful whimpers were felt & heard by me, & I tried relaxing her, cooing her, as she relaxed within a few minutes.

Yes, I've become her comforter, & it never irritates me, in fact I feel proud when only I can calm her down, neither doctors, nor her friends, nobody!

It shows my claim on her, that she is mine, & I love it when she says me that she loves me! It's like I've got my most desirable territory, or sealed that most wanted deal, like someone is warming up my deserted heart! I kissed her cheeks, as I grinned, remembering her words,

'you're cute!', 'I love you!'

I literally blushed again, as she calls it, so unlike me, but with her, I'm never that rude, cold arrogant self of mine! I'm different with her, I feel different with her! It's like she has charmed me, like she has claimed me, like she has made me 'her Vivaan Singh Khurana', who can do anything for her, such a charmer is she!

I shook my head, as she called me in her sleep, & clutched to me.

"Yes Sweetheart!" spoke I softly, again so unlike me.

"I-I love you Viva..." she half-spoke, but I felt the warmth & emotions she spoke it with, & God again those stupid butterflies in my belly!

I never knew what it means, until Avi told me, that he feels butterflies in his belly & in whole body sometimes, when Geet, his gf confesses, or touches him!

I thought it was stupid, but now I get it! I smiled, as I kissed her, & holding her closer, I slept.

I woke up, as she was whining to get away from here, but for that I need to talk to the Doctor, & get her status report.

How do I explain her, her own condition, when she knows nothing about my background!

Last night when she confessed her trust, I felt my heart sinking in guilt, well that's again a new emotion, for breaking hearts & trust is my profession! We do these acts like a dead soul robot!