doomed

Chapter 20

Chapter 20
When I got out of the room I was still a little surprised on how well this had worked. He had simply listened to me, was that all I needed to do? To say what I wanted clearly.

Bring it across as if I really mean it, and he would listen? I smiled to myself feeling proud of what I had just done.

I looked behind my shoulder seeing him walk out the door too, he looked after me and I simply turned around. Got my phone back out and went into the cafeteria, I needed a coffee.

I looked at our chat as I waited in line, I wanted to respond back to Evan but I didn't know what to say. If we were alright I would tell him I love him but it felt like that would just ruin what we had build back up.

It wasn't time for that yet, maybe it wouldn't be for a while, or maybe we would be completely good by tomorrow. Who knew?

I ordered a caramel latte and made my way to class already. There wasn't that much time left anyway and the room was probably open already.

I sat down in the first row, was english literature I loved that class. After a moment another girl walked in. I looked over her face and something told me I knew her. But from where?

I shortly smiled at her but it didn't get returned. She simply stared me down and closed the door behind her. What the fuck?

„Cassie right?" I nod slowly. „Yeah why? Who are you?" „well" she sat down besides me.

Who was she.
I knew her, from somewhere but where.

„I don't wanna be a bitch but- I really need to talk to you." her voice sounded like something I had heard before too.

I nod slowly, „okay but who are you?" „Tia"
Tia?
I didn't know a Tia, I think.

„and we know each other from?"
„Well I'm Kiernans friend" my eyes sprung wide open. Absolutely not.

She was the girl who sucked his dick in that room. Why the hell did she need to talk to me now. Oh I swear to god if he sent her here to tell me some shit he made up. I'd go absolutely furious.

She took a deep breath and leaned back in her chair, eyeing me down. Now that I looked at her more closely she was actually extremely gorgeous. I hadn't really seen much of her when she was- well licking on his dick.

„I don't want to be the person to blame you. I really don't, but I saw you and Kiernan kiss at the ball."

Oh god. I swallowed down the lump in my throat, whatever was coming now couldn't be good. Was she worried I want something from him?

But she said friends- but then again she sucked his dick so that wasn't really the case was it. Or were they friends plus? I didn't really think much of that stuff but I could imagine him liking it.

„Oh I don't want anything from him don't worry"

She looked over my face, analyzing me. „sure-" oh this was a fucking judgy look.
„Well I saw what you got him into, this whole fight outside? You know how bad that could have went for him? He can't get hurt like this."

As if it was my fucking fault that prick tried to kill my boyfriend, who I still needed to respond to now that I thought about it.
„It's not my fault, they started fighting."

„Yeah that may be the case but you shouldn't encourage it."

„How the fuck am I encouraging it." „Weren't you just talking to him?" „you're following me? Okay wait. So you're telling me it's my fault your pricky friend beat up my boyfriend who did absolutely nothing to deserve that. And it's not Kiernans but MY fault?"

What the fuck was going on.
She took a deep breath and stared right at me, as if she was trying to scare me away or something. „Maybe do some research on your boyfriend before you go on to say he did nothing."

There was it again. This weird feeling in my stomach. „Then tell me what did he do huh." i was scared of the answer, terrified. But I needed to know.

„why don't you ask him" JUST SOMEONE TELL ME PLEASE. „If he's do perfect." I stared at her. Oh that cunt.

„Alright can you leave now" „sure just don't cause more trouble."

„Maybe just stay out of mine?" „we'll see" and she was up and out. What the actual fuck.

Right as she left the other students walked in, almost as if she had planned it all out. I turned to the front and got out my papers.

What the fuck was going on right now. First Kiernan says that shit about killing someone, then Evan himself says that she was a mentally crazy psycho, which she probably was if he says that.

And now this?

I needed to know who she was and what had happened but how when no one told me about it. I needed to ask Evan himself but I would need to wait atleast until he's fully recovered. He didn't need a noisy girlfriend trying to find out his secrets.

I mean we all had done something bad in our life before, maybe it was completely different than what everyone tried to make it seem like.

I'm sure he didn't kill her, maybe it was some sort of metaphor because they were together and he broke her heart or something. That would make sense.

It had to be it, nothing else made sense. Maybe it was a friend of Kiernan and then he broke her heart and she was depressed after. Of course that sucks but the stuff they were saying about him sounded like he was a murderer or something.

That was just life, you break up, you find new people, you move on. It's really not that serious and they needed to chill. In a few weeks I would ask him about it and he would tell me exactly what I was expecting, because that was the only thing it could be.

I got out my phone beneath the desk, trying to make it as least obvious as possible.

I miss you

Delivered, read, typing.
I smiled to myself, waiting for the dots to disappear.

I miss you too baby

I wanted to scream and cry and laugh.
BABY

he did still like me.

This was working.

We would be back together.

I tapped the message twice, reacting with a heart and closed the phone again. This was exactly what I had needed right now.

A bit of fucking reassurance.

This girl had driven me absolutely mental with what she was making up. I bet he actually did tell her to come here, to tell me that Evan had the fault in this- well she said it was my fault but you know.

Or had it been? I mean a little bit maybe, because I kissed Kiernan. But the fight hadn't been about that, it had been about the incident with whoever girl they were talking about.

And the stuff with Kiernan was over anyway so there was no need to say it's my fault. It simply wasn't true.