doomed

Chapter 24

The days till Friday went by quickly, not that there had been many left. I spend most of my time at Evans, doing nothing but cuddle and talk the whole day. Well, maybe some fucking.

I hadn't gone to school on Thursday because my throat was itchy and it felt like I was getting sick, luckily, I didn't.

Now it was finally Friday and Evan and I were invited to Blues party. But there was still time till then, sadly I was seated in math class right now with a block of work to do in front of me and absolutely no brain cells left to work on it.

I decided it was time for a little pee break, so I texted Ly to come outside too so we could walk around for a moment. That was our definition of pee break. Walk around or sit down on some bench till we both decided it was time to return to hell and bring the excuse we had gotten explosive diarrhea.

To be fair, no one had ever asked about our long stay away time. So, our digestive problems were still a secret to the world. Probably better for the two of us.

Nope, he just said exam relevant, gotta try and focus.

So, a lonely pee break, still better than putting up with that stack in front of me.

I got up and walked out the door, quietly trying not to disturb the smart and actually hard-working people in my class. Math was just hell. How could anyone try and be good at it. It was really up to faith anyway, either you are good in math or not. There is no changing it.

I took a walk around the hallway, looking at the hung-up pictures I had probably analyzed about ten times by now. My favorite was on the east corridor. It had two girls on them but they weren't just drawn on a paper. They were stick and poke style, so made out of different wools.

It was right by my sewing class, so obviously it had to be good. East corridor was my favorite, there were just the creative rooms so no math or physics people to be found. They were all located on the west floor. Arrogant, honestly.

I was happy in my little eastern bubble.

I stopped by the toilets, actually taking a short pee. So, I wasn't lying when I got back and the teacher came over to my desk asking where I had been. On the toilet.

At lunch I sat with Ly, Blue and Evan just like usual. What wasn't so usual was the literal death stare I had received from that girl who had talked to me earlier this week.

Not that I had done anything to her, was she mad because I was still with Evan? But we didn't even know each other and I certainly wasn't going to say anything to him because some girl is giving me the eye.

I tried to ignore it as best as I can just clinging onto Evan. If she wanted something to happen then she should tell me what he did because if it was so fucking bad she could also just say it. Instead of making such a huge drama out of something so small and insignificant.

The same goes for Kiernan too, I had been lucky to not see him more than once this week but still. I could feel his presence as soon as I walked into a room. If he was there I knew, I had no idea how it worked and why it was that way but it always felt like a pair of eyes was on me.

Like someone was staring through me into my soul.

Bit of a weird feeling to be honest, on one hand it felt strange knowing it was him that looked at me, on the other it just annoyed me. I wanted to forget everything that had happened and not get reminded of it every day. The way all of them acted was childish, and maybe I was too for not asking Evan but I didn't need to be the mature one in this.

After lunch I had history, was alright I guess and it was my final lesson of the day so it couldn't be too bad. Or so I thought.

Until what had felt like an eternity but had only been twenty minutes went by.