My kind of man (ENGLISH)-Tomkaulitz-

chapter-17-

TOM<<LEVA STO COSO! >> said throwing the sheet that covered me on the ground.

I fell to my knees, and put my hands in prayer.

Alisia<<Tom? KILL ME! PLEASE DO IT! AND THEN YOU'LL DO TO ME WHAT YOU WANT! BUT FIRST KILL ME >>

He threw the gun to the ground violently.

I looked up and saw him with his hands on his head as he bit his pircing.

A tear fell on him.

Tom<<I'm the same as my father, the same as my father, the same..>> he began to whisper.

He started going back and forth.

I took the sheet and put it on.

I looked at him.

He sits on the bed with his head in his hands.

Keep crying.

I look at the gun next to me.

I take it, and with my hands flickering I get up and point it at Tom.

Alisia<<V-VAI VIA! C-UNDERSIT?! >>

Tom<<I'm the same as my father, do you understand?! >> he kept whispering.

Alisia<<TOM VAI V-VIA! >>

Tom<<equal,equal,EQUAL! >>He growled at me.

I threw the gun to the ground, and sat next to him.

Tom kept crying like a baby.

Alisia<<Tom? >>

Tom<<mh? >>

Alisia<<sorry>>

Tom<<eh? >>

Alisia<<nulla>>

He hugged me, and I jolted.

Tom<<NO! You don't have to be afraid of me, do you understand?! Please! >>

Tom<<LOOK AT ME! FUCK! >> I swallow loudly and look at it.

Tom<<Are you afraid of me? >>

Alisia<<n-no>>

Tom<<tell me the truth! >>

I took a long breath.

Alisia<<SI! FUCK! Tom, I've been afraid of you since the first day we saw each other! And I knew you were like that! SO SHITTY! YOU SCARY ME! SO MUCH FEAR UNDERSTOOD ?! THIS IS THE FUCKING TRUTH>> I started pinging.

Tom<<if this is the truth they have all always been right, we should never have met.

We will have to remain enemies! Understood?! And instead no! The truth hurts, but if that's it I preferred that you told me.>> he got up and took the gun.

Tom<<Sa said this good life Alisia! >> he said looking down.

Alisia<<WAIT TOM! >>

Tom<<Have a good life! >> he said coming out of the door of my room, and then closing it.

SHIT! I'm a disaster!

I kept crying, I called him.

He came off and then blocked me.

I couldn't call him anymore, or text him.

Did we really say goodbye like that?

It's all my fault.

I went to take a shower immersed in my thoughts.