DNF - A Formula 1 Story (Lando Norris)

Chapter 8

"Wherever you stray, I follow." - Taylor Swift

Lando

"Whatever you're thinking right now...stop. I haven't been with anyone since you." I tell her and I watch as her gaze snaps to mine. She looks so shocked by my confession that it makes me smile even though it pisses me off that her mind immediately went running. I know she was thinking about how many girls I could have possibly gotten with since her...how she's wondering if I am hooking up with anyone currently.

"Been with anyone...meaning??" She asks, not believing what I'm telling her or maybe she just wants clarification because of what happened between me and her and Sophie. I sigh deeply with frustration. Not with her, but myself.

"I haven't so much as looked at another girl with interest since you babe. I can't even begin to think about possibly fucking or even kissing another girl." I tell her and I know she's probably thinking, too little too late. But it's the truth. I just wish I would have realized how important she truly was to me before I screwed everything up. I'm seriously an idiot.

"Seriously? You haven't been with anyone else?" She asks and I frown because she almost seems upset by my admission.

"I swear. I only want you." I tell her and I watch as tears form in her eyes and she quickly blinks them away. My feet are moving towards her before I can stop myself and I'm pulling her into my arms and hugging her tight trying to give her comfort even though I'm not sure why she's upset.

"Now I feel even more guilty about sleeping with James." She mumbles into my shoulder and I freeze. As much as I hate the fact that she slept with James, I don't blame her for it, nor do I think she was betraying me in any way. Pulling away slightly, so I can look into her eyes, I lean down and place a soft kiss on her lips.

"You don't need to feel guilty. You didn't betray me by sleeping with him so please don't feel bad." I tell her when I pull away a moment later, imploring her to believe me. She stares at me, searching my face for something and then finally nods and places a soft kiss on my lips. It's surreal to be kissing her again, to be holding her. For awhile I didn't think I ever would again.

"We need to set up some rules." Bianca says then, walking back to the couch and grabbing her phone that's resting on one of the cushions. I watch silently while she brings up her notes app on her phone and turns to me expectantly.

"You first babe. Like I said, I'll promise you anything." I tell her with a smile and she tries to hide her grin from me by turning towards the couch so she could sit down. The moment she sits down, I'm moving to sit beside her, and I pull her towards me. Her legs are draped over my lap and I decide that I'm going to massage her feet and legs while she compiles her list of rules. She moans quietly when I begin massaging her calves and I try my hardest to not get turned on by the sound but fail miserably. My mind immediately starts fantasizing about being with her again.

"Lan?" I hear her ask, pulling me from my thoughts and I clear my throat as I turn to look at her. I can tell by her face that she has noticed my hard dick pressing against her leg but I can't help it. It's been a long time since I've had sex and touching her, even in this small of capacity is turning me on. She's biting her lip as she stares at me and I internally groan because she looks fucking sexy and I want her so badly but I'm pretty sure that she is going to want to hold off on anything sexual between us for awhile after everything that happened.

"Yeah babe?" I ask as I stare between her hooded eyes and her lips. My hands still massaging along her legs, because she hasn't asked me to stop yet. Her phone is forgotten on her lap and I want to know what she's thinking in this moment because she doesn't respond to me, her eyes now eyeing my crotch and I can't help but smirk.