DNF - A Formula 1 Story (Lando Norris)

Chapter 18

"Baby it's all yours if you want me, I'm all yours if you want me." - Justine Skye

Bianca

We are nearing the end of brunch and somehow Morgan has convinced me to tell the group about what happened when we were in Austria regarding Lando and I and my dad's security cameras. She, along with Lydia, Kelly, Lily, Carmen, Kika and Heidi are listening to my retelling with bated breaths.

"Now he has decided his newest nickname for me is pussy willow." I tell the group with a laugh. Morgan cackles and hits the table when she hears that while Kelly and Carmen both drop their jaws in shock. Lydia doesn't seem phased and neither do Kika and Heidi which makes me so curious about what their relationships are like behind closed doors. Lily looks like she's blushing and all of their reactions make me laugh.

"Thankfully Morgan was able to save me from utter embarrassment and him from getting murdered." I laugh, and pick up my water to take a sip.

"I'm honestly shocked that he is so...adventurous? He seems so innocent." Carmen says diplomatically and I nearly spit my water out. Lando is far from innocent when it comes to sex.

"Oh yeah...no. He's not really innocent at all. Although, that was the wildest thing we've done. At least so far." I reply. Normally I wouldn't give this information out so freely but for some reason I trust these girls and feel comfortable enough to share.

"But you still haven't had sex since your reconciliation?" Lydia asks, not fully believing me and I don't blame her.

"No, we haven't had sex yet but that's changing tonight if he's willing to because I can't wait anymore." I confess and all of the girls look at me with arched brows and faces of disbelief.

"If he's willing?! Girl, be fucking for real. He would do anything you wanted him to." Morgan tells me and I roll my eyes because that's an exaggeration.

"It's true. I saw how he was looking at you last night. That boy is smitten." Kelly says and I can't help but smile. It's nice to hear that because it makes me think that the things I'm feeling about him are reciprocated. After what happened our first time around, I'm hesitant to trust my instincts.

"Why do you look surprised to hear that?" Lydia asks and I frown because I didn't realize I looked surprised.

"I thought he was smitten the first time around and look at how that turned out. It's just hard for me to trust his feelings sometimes. And I realize that's 100% of a me problem so no need to tell me." I admit and I look down at my lap because I can't take all of their sympathetic looks.

"Oh B. It's normal to feel that way after what happened but I really don't think you have anything to worry about this time around." Morgan chimes in and I sigh, not really knowing how to respond.

Luckily I'm saved by my dad who just walked through the door of the restaurant and is making his way over to our table. I stand to give him a hug when he walks up.

"Happy Birthday baby. How is your day going so far?" He asks me before turning to Morgan to give her a quick kiss.

"It's been amazing so far." I reply happily, because it has been for a multitude of reasons.

"Good, I'm glad. I'm here to deliver two things; your car, and this..." He tells me and I narrow my eyes as I watch him pull an envelope out of his back pocket and hand it to me. My name is in Lando's messy handwriting on the envelope and butterflies fill my stomach as I take it and open it to find a handwritten letter.

Bianca,

Let me just start out by telling you that this is my first time ever writing a love letter so if it's shit, that's why. But here we go...