Prohibited Devotion

Six

She had been on his mind the entire day, no matter how hard he tried he couldn't shake the thoughts of her away. He was frustrated with himself and so confused about why he was having such feelings for someone he barely knew. 

He had never been like this before, so driven by something other than lust and passion. He wanted to know more about her, he wanted to spend time with her and it scared him. He had never ever wanted more than sex. He had slept with the same woman a couple of times but on different occasions in a drunk hase.

He thought back to each time he had seen her, how perfect she looked in everything she wore even in her little green scrubs. She had the most perfect body he had ever seen, maybe it was why he was so jealous about her being out. She'd be in a dress, looking stunning as she always did with men gawking at her. 

"You look frustrated Derek"Lizzy smiled sitting beside him in the family living area of the home they grew up in. The sky was becoming dark, the air cold and bitter. "Rueben and Rox are asleep in my old room"Lizzy smiled referring to her children. Reuben was 8 and Roxy 6. Lizzy met her husband Jonah when she was 19 and in college, they had been together ten years now and were both lawyers.

"I don't know what to do Liz"He sighed looking at his phone.

"About what little brother, whats going on?"She asked, she had never seen Derek look so sorry for himself.

"A girl Liz. A girl I met like 5 days ago. Nothing has even happened between us, she is beautiful and she was so good with Coco"He exhaled. Lizzy's eyes widened.

"You have the hots for David Grey's daughter!"She exclaimed, with a light groan he nodded.

"She isn't like him Liz. He sent her away, she grew up with her Nanna, she earned everything she has and worked for it. She has no relationship with her family. Her nanna died" He rubbed the stubble of his chin. 

"What makes you fancy her?"Lizzy shoved a grape into her mouth.

"Everything, she is so kind, she is warm and she doesn't let her father run her life. She is head strong, independent" He smiled warmly. "And she just posted a story"the notification appeared on his phone.

"You have notifications turned on?"She almost laughed. Derek nudged her with his foot. He clicked on it, he had to use every ounce of self control as the image flashed on his screen. She stood at the bar, a cocktail in hand with Izzy. She wore a tiny black dress and heels, her hair so perfectly curled, she posed with a pout which only caused Derek's mind to run wild with intrusive thoughts.

"She is hot isn't she"Lizzy remarked as she looked at the phone "Derek how is she related to a Grey" Lizzy laughed loudly.

"I don't fucking know. I don't know what to do. I have never felt attracted to anyone"Mark caught the end of his sentence.

"Is he talking about the beautiful blonde that holds his mind captive" Mark nudged as he sat down.

"Leave him alone it's so sweet. She isn't your type you are balls deep in Addison every night"Lizzy almost scowled. Addison had always been in their life, once Amelia's best friend but very recently she became Mark's girl. She worked as a photographer at her own company. 

Meredith however was dancing with her best friends, laughing , smiling, taking photos. Her dress is a little shorter than she would usually go for. 

Derek had been on her mind, he was handsome like no one she had ever seen. She had thought about her fingers being wrapped in his hair but she also didn't want to just give him her body. She hadn't been with a man in over four years. Nathan would have been her first in those years if he hadn't been using her.