Prohibited Devotion

Nine

Passion ran through their veins , they explored each others mouthes like starved vultures. Her mouth was warm , her lips smooth and her saliva had a hint of coco mixed within it. She pulled at his hair as her body hit the wall behind her.

Her skin was burning beneath his hand as small moans escaped her perfect lips. Derek's hands were soon cupping her ass cheeks , squeezing at them as he devoured her lips.

A groan escaped his own lips as her lips moved to the skin of his neck , lightly nibbling at it followed by an array of soft kisses.

"Someone is going to see princess" Derek spoke as her hand moved to palm the bulge in his pants, her behaviour was completely out of character.

"Where do you suggest we go then , sir" she whispered into his ear nibbling at his lobe.

"I suggest we get in your car and head to my place" he watched as she searched for his car.  "I lied , I got my ma to take my car" she giggled as a blush flushed her cheeks.

She grabbed his hand and led him to her car , his eyes on her backside the entire time.  Her driving was nothing compared to his , she may have drove fast but she was careful and mindful of others.

He wasn't quite sure what he was doing , if whether taking her back to his was the right call or if he should even sleep with her. He had to see her as any other woman to stop his feelings bursting his facade. But she made it difficult , he's already crossed some boundaries of his with her which was kissing her, holding her , groping her and now taking her back to his home to conduct in whatever they desired.

He authorised his entrance on his phone, the tall black gates soon opened, closing the moment the car passed through. Sloppily she parked outside of his front porch not caring that he owned a private garage beneath the home.

As he unlocked his front door her hands explored his chest and moved to his waist line. He turned and lifted her into his arms as the door opened, he carried her through the building and up the stairs to his room, a room no other person had ever been in. 

Her chest was rising and falling rapidly, her eyes were dark with lust just as his were. He couldn't help but be drawn to her. He knew it was wrong. he knew he couldn't ever feel anything more for her, even if he already did he couldn't let it show.

Her fingers worked on his buttons, leaving his chest completely exposed once she had finished. She didn't waste a second in pushing the material from his arms.

 He slammed his lips onto hers, not a piece of gentleness in his actions.  He was rough, his hands were rougher as he pulled off her shirt and pushed her leggings down her legs. 

"Slow down"Meredith mumbled as she heard him unbuckle his belt.

"I thought you wanted this princess, a quick fuck"His voice was so raspy, she couldn't deny the feeling in her chest, so she allowed him to continue his assault on her neck. 

She knew she was worth more than what he was giving her but in that moment she didn't seem to care.

His fingers slid into her thong and began rubbing against her silky folds. Her moans were erratic within moments. She couldn't oppose the feeling that ran through her blood.

Her hips rocked against his fingers as her hand wrapped around him. She wasn't experience with manhood but she knew his was huge just by the light feeling.

His phone blared forcing them apart. Seeing 'Mark' flashing on his screen he pulled back. He pressed a rough kiss to her lips "I'll be back" He walked accross the hall and into his office without closing the doors.

She didn't pay attention to the scraps of conversation she heard until one part.

"I am about to get the best fuck of my life out of her Mark, she was fucking easier than I thought" Were the words that escaped his lips. Instantly her chest felt like it was on fire, shame filled her mind and her eyes stung with tears.

Quickly she pulled her top back on as well as her leggings, she managed to slip passed the office without detection, he was to busy gloating about something that hadn't yet happened.

Derek ended the call with deep regret, he shouldn't have spoken about her that way.  He walked into his room his member still hard for her. But his room was empty, her clothes were no longer stranded on his floor. 

'Fuck' he muttered to himself. He ran down the staircase as quickly as he could, his heart pounding violently against his chest. He opened the door just as she stepped into her car.

"Mer, hey."He called after her, stopping at her car he could see the look of pain in her eyes.

"I heard you"She gulped, her knuckles white from clutching her steering wheel.

"I didn't mean it, classic man talk eh"He tried to laugh it off.

She shook her head "Don't you ever contact me again Derek, I mean it. Sex was all it was going to be with you. Luckily I wasn't as easy as you thought" She slammed the door and drove away, the gate detecting her as she exited. 

Tears fell thick and heavy, not because of what he said but because of what she nearly did. After four years of waiting for the right time she nearly gave herself to him after one coffee date and compliments. She nearly allowed him to retake her dignity even though he had said ' quick fuck'. She was ashamed of her actions, sickened by what she had nearly done. 

She wasn't weak, she was fierce, courageous, she had been through so much in her life yet this felt like a harsh blow. Maybe because  she promised herself she would only give herself to a worthy man yet nearly settled for the one who didn't even want her or maybe it was because all it took him was a simple date to flatter her. She wasn't like this, she didn't recognise herself as she drove. 

Derek punched the wall of his office, almost screaming as he did so, guilt flourishing his veins. He could see how much the simple sentence pierced her heart. He didn't mean it, he couldn't understand why he said it or why he acted how he had.

He had wanted more than the 'quick fuck' with her, he had wanted passion and intimacy. But now the woman he thought he may have been falling for had turned her back with tears falling from her eyes, her words of "Don't you ever contact me again Derek" hitting him over and over.

How could he stay away from her, she was perfect, more than perfect. One conversation ruined each light bond he had formed with her.