Prohibited Devotion

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The rest of that evening they watched movies, ate popcorn, laughed, joked and just enjoyed being in eachothers company.

All of this was new to her, she had never been driven with anger to do such thing. She had never hurt anyone. She always thought if you killed someone you would suffer immense guilt. But she didn't not now. She felt bad, she couldn't get the image from her head. But once Derek and Owen told her about everything he had done and had shown her some evidence she felt her guilt evaporate. 

But the feelings she was getting toward Derek were also new to her. She had never craved sexual attention before. She had never wanted sex or thought much about it except the times she would pleasure herself now and then. But with him in her mind she wanted sex, she craved more than just a gentle encounter, she wanted him to take her and claim her the way she knew he could.

She respected how he had stopped her from performing acts on him, how he didn't take advantage of her when he could have easily. She respected how he had comforted her, made her feel safe and welcome. 

Before they went to bed that evening he showed her around his entire home, including his indoor and outdoor pools and home gym. He had informed her had to work the next morning, well attend to business even though he didn't want to.

Derek was new to this aswell, never had he ever wanted someone in his bed. his home, in his arms. Never had he protected anyone the way he protected her.  He never thought he would or could want anything other than sex. But here he was, laying asleep in his bed a blonde in his arms, a blonde who he had only kissed, a blonde he wanted more than just physical intimacy with.  Sure he had felt her wet folds before but that was before everything. Before he realised he wanted more.

He awoke early the next morning, he enjoyed the warmth of her embrace before untangling her body from him. She let out a light whimper before snuggling further into the duvet. He looked back at her as he walked to the wardrobe. She looked so peaceful as she moved into the warmth of where he was moments before. Her hair sprawled across the sheets, her arm had lightly draped around a cushion, her frame had been completely covered with the feather duvet.

Grabbing his shorts he walked to his gym, running twenty five minutes on the treadmill, doing pull ups on his bar as well as lifting weights. Once he had completed is workout he returned to the room. He smiled as he looked over her, she was the girl that was changing him.  

He grabbed his dark suit and walked into his bathroom. His shower long as he allowed the warm water to cascade over hid body. He ran his hands through his hair as his blonde overtook his mind. "fuck it" he mumbled to himself. He wrapped his hand around his erected shaft and began pumping himself. It had taken more than strength to stop him from allowing her to have her way with him. But he needed to release.

He thought of her, the way she straddled his laps, how her lips felt against his neck, how her ass looked in her leggings, how she moaned at the lightest connection with him. It didn't take long for his liquid to squirt into the tub. He had cursed her name under his breath as he let his climax take over.

He smirked to himself as he washed his body, scrubbing himself with a new shower gel he had wanted to try. He trimmed his pubic push keeping everything neat and tucked away. He didn't like the bald look nor the beast look so he kept it well contained. The hair ran in a neat line toward his belly button. 

He wrapped the towel around his waist allowing himself to dry move as he brushed his teeth and tidied his facial air. 

He pulled on his clothes, of course he was wearing all black as if he was going to a funeral. He had left his jacket undone as well as the last few top buttons of his shirt.He applied the aftershave Meredith loved before setting off for work.

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Meredith awoke at around 11am, she had never slept in this much before. She knew she needed the rest it had been the most exhausting few days but she felt better now.

Stretching out her arms she stepped out of the bed, she opened the blinds, made the bed and picked up Derek's laundry from the bathroom floor. She felt safe within the walls of his fortress. She found her way to his utility room. 

She couldn't stop thinking about him, all of the thoughts of what sex with him would be like took over. With a small groan she put the washing on and found her way to the kitchen. He had left her two chocolate croissants and orange juice on the counter. She ate on the porch, looking out onto the fields. It was so peaceful here. Like nothing she ever imagined.

Once she had eaten she herself worked out. Not the best idea after eating but she didn't care. She looked after her body, it was how she managed to have curves. She ran on the treadmill, his sweat dominant in the air. She completed 50 squats as well as a 20 sit ups after her 15 minute treadmill run.  

She left her jeans and knitted drop shoulder jumper on the side of the chair along with her black lace thong and bralette.  Everything felt natural here, she felt safe, relaxed and at ease. She washed her body with care, making sure her body smelt of coco and her hair of lavender. 

She lightly dried her hair, not fully but enough that it wasn't soaking. She had applied her mascara and pulled on her underwear. But as she thought, more the thoughts of Derek took over. She wished he would touch her, she wished he would give in. 

Biting her lip she walked to the bed of the spare room. She wore only the lace underwear set. Laying on her back she spread her legs and allowed her hand to reach under her panties. Of course she was wet already just thinking of him. 

Lightly she began to use two fingers to lightly rub the sensitive bud that had been calling for attention. Her eyes rolled slightly as she pictured him.

 Derek"She muttered , she had been so busy she hadn't thought to check the time. The morning had gone and the afternoon had began.

"Yes princess"Came his deep voice. Meredith jumped, her eyes opened and her hand pulled out from her panties. Her face flushed red. 

"I...I am sorry..I"She stuttered. Derek shook his head and walked accross the room to where she sat.

"Why are you sorry.  It was hot princess.  Watching you touch yourself and hearing my name fall from those full lips of yours"His eyes had filled with hunger.  "You didn't finish, do you want me to finish it for you baby" He offered as his hand brushed over her bare thigh.

"Please"She let out a little more needy than she had hoped. 

But she needed him in any way she could get.