The next day things really began to feel real for her. Whilst she was at work Owen stayed in the reception or her office as Derek had to begin the move. She completed her several operations, meetings as well as consultations all whilst Owen stayed close.
Meredith noticed an obvious tension between her best friend and her boyfriend's best friend. She chose to ignore it and continue on, she had enough going on within her own life.
Everything was changing so fast, escalating so quickly, quicker than she ever expected. She loved Derek but was she ready to be around him every day, every night, every weekend, she wasn't sure but she'd try. He was trying so hard, offering to make her own space, her own room whatever she nedded he wanted to give it to her.
Owen drove her back to her new home that night, back to Derek. She noticed the large moving van which caused her to frown, she didn't have enough stuff to warrant a van so large.
She stepped inside, Loki greeted her happily with his sloppy tongue and barks. She followed him upstairs into one of the rooms she had never been in before, she knocked the door but when there was no response she let herself in, her entire heart melting as she took in the sight.
Derek had transformed the large spare bedroom Meredith had stayed in before into her own snug . He'd made one corner into a reading corner with her bookcase and a new chair he'd bought her, it was whicker and hung from the ceiling, big enough for her small frame, cushions and a blanket. He's taken out the previous wardrobes and had large grey sliding door marble ones put in instead, all of her clothes had been arranged in here except her underwear and pyjamas.
Her own dressing table from home was in here and he'd set it up how she'd had it at home. Other sentimental things of hers had been added such as a photo of her and Cristina, her and her nanna and the dog she loved as a child. The curtains were her ones from home as was the rug. Derek had again gone completely out of his way to ensure Meredith would be comfortable here.
She wandered into what she assumed was hers and Derek's room. One of the bedside tables now had a photo of them on it as well as her bedside clock. She walked over to the unit opening the bottom of the two drawers, there were a few photos she had at home in her unit, with a packet of gum, a book and a flashlight. She opened her first drawer her cheeks flushing a bright shade of pink when her eyes clocked the numerous sex toys that sat there as well as a bottle of lube. Derek must have found them when he packed.
"You look a little flustered there princess"Came his deep voice from the door frame. Meredith turned with a giggle.
"I forgot they were in there I am so so sorry"Derek rolled his eyes as he approached her.
"I handled your bedroom packing so you are lucky. I wasn't having Mark see those ridiculously sexy thongs and bras I like. Espceially the ones with the string I love to snap"Meredith again flushed red. "That set of four is yours, the bottom one is pyjamas, the third is leggings and some other things you had folded, second in lingerie sets with stockings and the top is all of your underwear. Everything else is next door unless you want it in here." He placed a kiss to her head.
"It is perfect thank you, I can choose an outfit the night before and bring it in here. You didn't have to go through all of the trouble babe, I am happy just being with you"Her arms wrapped around his neck as her head rested on his chest. She listened to the steady rhythm of his heart as he stroked her hair.
"I did baby, you are moving her leaving comfort behind to start fresh. I had more shelving put up in there for your body stuff and.."He cut himself off. "Fuck it I want your wardrobe in here. Give me a minute angel to let them know"Meredith went to stop him but he was gone. Instead of stopping him she quickly grabbed a pair of sat pyjamas from her drawer and a towel so she could shower.
Derek of course bossed the men around, they had to shuffle things in his room but they did it eventually, Meredith's wardrobe stood beside Derek's on the interior wall. When he heard the shower turn off he slipped into the bathroom not wanting his beauty to give his moving men a show.
Her skin was covered in water droplets, her hair still soaking. She looked at Derek with a smile as she began to dry herself.
"You choose now to shower princess. Out of all the times you could have picked, you picked now? When my men are out there sorting out the wardrobes"Derek raised a brow as Meredith rolled her eyes at him.
"I bought my pjs in with me, I smelt of blood"She shrugged as she dropped the towel to pull on the black satin cami vest followed by the shorts which barely covered her ass.
"As much as I fucking love the curves of your ass you have to much on show for my liking angel"He pulled his blazer from his body and handed it to her as she pulled her hair into a bun. "Put this on"She took the item of clothing from him with a smirk.
It completely drowned her and came up to her mid thigh. Derek buttoned it up for her before questioning her little smirk.
"Is there a reason you look so happy with yourself Miss Grey?"He folded his arms over his chest as he took her in, she looked stunning standing before him, free of make up, her hair tied back wearing her pathetic excuse of pyjamas and his jacket.
"Yes, the jelaous boyfriend look is so hot on you."She bit her lip as she responsed to his question.
"Really now angel? You know I'm not a violent man normally but If a man looked at what is mine with a suggestive look I'd have to pull his eyes out. Meredith when it comes to you I have no limit. It's why I left Nathan a little bloody and bruised when I found out what he did to you. I don't fuck about baby. Before I knew I loved you I knew i was obsessed. Fucking waking up with wet pants like a teenager, having to jerk off to satisfy the raging boner just thinking about you caused. I became furious when Mark said he'd have you if I didn't. I would burn this fucking planet down to keep you safe. " He caught her lips in his with a possessive kiss. "Come on then"He took her hand in his, he swiftly led her through the bedroom where the men were finishing up.
He made dinner for them, Meredith played with Loki as he did. His heart felt full as he listened to her giggle and his bark. He felt complete whenever she was around.
Without her nothing made sense, without her he had no purpose.
He wasn't scared anymore, he wasn't scared to admit that he was in love with her, that he was obsessed with her, that he would die protecting her if he had too.
He had found his reason, he had found everything within her.
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Prohibited Devotion
FanficA player, a user, that was how Derek Shepherd was described. Until his eyes fell on her, the daughter of his family's long term enemy.
