Their night was filled with hot, sweaty and hard sex. In between their passionate encounters Meredith had managed to cook up a lovely chicken pasta which was devoured by both of them. Derek took Loki for a run whilst Meredith cooked so he could burn energy.
Everything was perfect, the best night they had ever spent together. The clock on Meredith's bedside read 3am, her head was resting on his bare chest, her leg draped across his body as she slept peacefully.
He was trying to build his courage up, so tell her how he feels, how he is starting to fall for her and how much it scares him. But his biggest fear was losing her, having to live without her again. Never had Derek Shepherd had a girlfriend but Meredith was changing him in all of the best ways.
It was as if she could sense his nervousness or maybe it was how his heart hammered against his chest thinking about everything but slowly her eyes opened and her head moved to look up at him, her hand moved to stroke his cheek.
"Derek, whats wrong, its 3am"She yawned turning her entire from the lay flat on his chest, her majestic eyes looking into his as they turned from sleepy to awake.
"I don't want to keep you up angel, we will talk tomorrow"He offered a warm smile, he didn't want her to loose sleep.
"I won't sleep until I know what is bothering you so much, come on you can talk to me"Her smile warmed him.
"I don't know Mer. Its just I am getting all of these feelings that are so new to me, it scares me because I can't lose you. Now you've entered my life I can't live without you in it." His hand raised to his face, he rubbed his temple as he awaited for a response from his blonde beauty.
"Derek, you won't lose me. You make me happy, happier than I have ever been. What feelings are you getting? Talk to me"Her voice was an instant calming tool for him. Just hearing her made every problem not so big.
"Every time you walk into a room and a guy looks at you I want to kill him. Each time you laugh my heart does some weird shit. When I am with you I don't want to be anywhere else in the world but when I'm not with you all I want is to be. Meredith I am falling in love with you, I am falling quick and I am falling deep. It scares me because I have never felt like this, I have never loved anyone other than my family. I am terrified I will fuck us up. Meredith you mean everything to me and that scares me most. You are the most precious thing in my life, the thing in my life I know I can't ever live without"He let out the breath he had been holding as her eyes glossed over and droplets fell from her eyes onto his chest. "Did I fuck up?"He asked with a frown.
She didn't respond, instead she crawled up his body until she straddled him, she placed one hand on the skin above where his heart beat and the other on his cheek as she leant down to capture his rough lips in hers.
"Derek, I am falling in love with you too. I am scared too because you mean so much to me in such little time. We haven't been together long but its everything before that. Our breakfasts, you telling me what you saw, you picking me up when my drink was spiked, you helping me through everything after my father beat me. Derek I can't imagine life without you either. We can be scared together, there is no pressure on what pace we move at. But I am yours Derek, mind and body I am yours" Her lips crushed down onto his as his hands found her waist. "Show me you are as much mine as I am yours"she whispered with a devilish smile.
He gave her no warning, he just held her hips and thrust upward into her harshly. She'd forgotten she hadn't put on panties after the shower she had only put on her thin vest, she wasn't sure when Derek became bare but she wasn't complaining.
His balls collided with the skin of her ass as he continued to thrust upward into her. He used one hand to slap at her ass harshly, her gasps allowing him to thrust deeper.
"You are just perfect Meredith. Such a good girl"He growled as she began to rock against him, stopping his hips moving she pulled off her tank top and began to move her body up and down on his length.
It was passionate, the emotions they had just shared evident with each thrust. He held her close enjoying the moment, enjoying how she called his name over and over, how her body felt so perfect on his.
"You know I am yours princess. Your pussy is the only one I have ever fucked raw, the only one to feel me with no barrier, the only one to be filled with my cum."Derek growled as he felt her walls clench around him. He placed both hands on her back to pull her to him, her tits flat on his chest her lips on his collar bone. "Cum baby, show me you are mine"He groaned as she bit down on his collar bone, sucking and biting the skin as she rode out her climax. The calm thrusts only lasting moments as Derek's climax came. "Now I'll show you I am yours"He gritted out as he relentlessly pounded upward, her moans became erratic as her skin became sore.
"Let go, show me how much you love me"She tainted, it only made him drive into her harder and harder until that one last powerful thrust, the one that sent his liquid splurting inside of her. The one that forced him plow into her even more to overcome his own climax.
"Fuck baby, fuck. Meredith"He roared, he lost all control but neither complained.
They showered again, Meredith changed her sweat ridden , sex smelling bed sheets before crawling into his arms.
"You are going to be so sore in the morning angel"Derek sighed as he stroked her cheek.
"Mhm but you are worth it all. Derek I love you, I mean it. Its the most honest thing I have ever said in my life. I know you aren't quite there yet but I love you"His heart fluttered as if he was a lovestruck teenager. He pulled her body into his arms softly.
"That is where you are wrong. I already love you angel, but I am falling in love with you. From what I believe now, since being with you there is two types of love in a relationship. One kind is the care, the appreciation and the affection kind . Then being in love is when you know you can't be without them, when you feel it in your bones. I read that somewhere. But Meredith I feel it all, I am so fucking close to being completely and utterly in love with you"
"Who knew my Derek was a romantic, now lets sleep handsome. I am so tired "She giggled, he cheekily slapped her ass.
Before both of them fell asleep with content smiles.
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Prohibited Devotion
Hayran KurguA player, a user, that was how Derek Shepherd was described. Until his eyes fell on her, the daughter of his family's long term enemy.
