written from the soul

Used

My lips linger with the familiar taste of you,
As my heart glows with a love hue,
My mind wonders to the night before,
As I can't help but crave more,
I wait for you to tell me you feel the same
But as weeks go by all I feel is shame
You disappeared faster than you came
A player who I assumed I could tame
How could you be so vain ?
How heartless could you be to cause someone so much pain?

It hurts to know...
you left before anything could begin to grow
You used me like a game
Another girl... new name
You make me feel lost
As I'm just another girl you managed to toss
An oblivious naive silly stupid girl
How you used me... makes me now want to hurl

I can't help but to break myself down piece by piece
Wondering which part of me you might have liked the least
To be used is a new type of pain indeed
Something that breaks me down and brings me to my knees

Deep down inside a girl in me cries
Wondering how she could have fell for your lies
Just wanting to put a fight
But in the end it was her choice to stay the night
Though it still doesn't make what you did right

To be used- A poem