written from the soul

Missing a boy

Tonight I find myself missing a boy
A boy with hair that curls like the waves of the deep blue sea
Soft brown like a sweet chocolate I would crave as a child
The way he would stare into my eyes
Those big droopy honey dipped eyes
Oh how my eyes crave to meet them again
His soft voice used to be like a melody to my ears
A soft tune I would play over and over again
If I could...
This boy would put all poetry to shame
If only words could describe the way he made me feel
If I could write everything about him
My hands would be numb and red
My paper filled with scribbles
But nothing can describe the pain he left me with
The ache in my heart that I feel just hearing his name
A heart that used to beat like a drum every time he whispered sweet nothings
I truly miss him
This boy
The boy who made me feel everything and nothing all at once
A boy who brought out the best in me and left me at my worst
A boy who was once a blessing but now feels like a curse
A piece of my heart now missing
Missing him