written from the soul

Man

As the air begins to cool
I can't help but to feel like a fool
As I begin to search the crowds for you
For you to turn up again out of the blue
With big puppy eyes
Only truth and no lies
Just for you to apologize
Wouldn't that be nice?

I can't say I miss you
But I can say I miss the person I thought I knew
The one who helped me through the worse
Missing you now feels like a curse
A curse that stains my brain
And makes my thoughts race like I'm insane
But I can't comprehend the sudden change
It all feels so strange

I truly do miss the man who helped me through the nights
Not the boy who choose flight over fight
The one who just felt right

But now you are just a boy no longer a man
I lost that you before anything ever began