"You can't stop the fire inside me" JJK FF

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Y/n's pov

I  was sitting in front of the operation theatre waiting for the doctor to come out. 

My mother fainted right after I brought her out of the burning house. We quickly brought her to the hospital, doctors saw her and said that she had got third-degree burns and needed immediate surgery.

from that time I am still waiting for 3 hours for the doctors to come out and say how Mom is now, I really wanna see her and tell her sorry, I wanna tell her that it was my fault, I was the one who started the fire and burned down everything all her hard work got wasted and I am the reason behind it I destroyed everything.

I wanted to cry my heart out but I can't, I can't cry.

my uncle was also called. he left everything and came as my mom is his only sister, he can't lose her.

soon the doctor came out of the OT. The look on his face was saying it clearly that my worst fear had become a reality, but still, I wanted to hear it out from him.

"I am sorry dear I couldn't save her" A drop of tears escaped from my eyes. it felt like the world had stopped around me. my uncle was also in shock. I could barely stand after that I fell on the seat, I  couldn't stop the tears from streaming down my face.

 I was in complete shock I am the one who killed her, how could I kill my own mother? I am the worst daughter in this world.

I saw her beautiful face which was ruined because of me and was crying out loud. this was the worst phase of my life.

Two days later

We were burying Mumma's body near Papa's grave as she wished to be buried near his grave when she was alive. 

I really can't process what is really going on as everything happened so fast. My parents died so fast leaving me alone in this cruel world and I don't know how to survive.

I didn't have anywhere to live so my uncle adopted me. I didn't have a good feeling about it as my aunt didn't liked me at first, so I am not sure how they would react when they would get to know about my stay with them.

Two years later

I woke up early today cause today is my birthday but I didn't have the excitement of it, though I turned eighteen today but still, there is no freedom for me.

my dreams were crushed down. I wanted to become an idol but now I can't even think about it. I scoffed at this thought and went to the kitchen to make something for my aunt and her children.

these two years were the most difficult period for me, I was harassed everywhere from school to home, no place was peaceful for me leaving my parents' grave I always went there and cried my heart out cause no one was there to listen to my cries.

I was thinking this only when my aunt shouted "Arrey Y/n where are you?" 

"Aish this bitch has started again." I thought while rolling my eyes

"Aunty I am here in the kitchen" I came out of the kitchen and said, "Aunty do you want something?"

"Ya go and wake up your cousins and bring my food fast I am very hungry" I rolled my eyes and nodded my head.

I brought her food and kept it on the table and went to wake up my cousins. 

Now it was time for me to go to school but then suddenly  "BANG". She threw the plate on my head and said "Where are you going, huh? First clean up this then go wherever you want"

"but I will be late for my school." I was on the edge of crying.

"so what I will do? This is your work and you should finish it without arguing with anybody understood?" I nodded my head and started cleaning up the mess.

After cleaning the mess I reached school, I was thirty minutes late so the teacher called me to the staff room. He scolded me for 20 minutes and didn't even listen to what I wanted to say. He told me to go back home and come on time tomorrow.

I also did not want to stay there anymore so I went to my parent's grave to cry my heart out.

"MUMMA PAPA why did you leave me alone in this cruel world? I can't survive anymore I feel so suffocated every day, every hour, every minute, every second. I just can't live anymore. I am deciding to end my life today itself."

"your father would have been very disappointed to know that you are ending your life so soon when you haven't yet learnt to use your powers properly in the right place."

Someone from behind said this. I quickly turned to meet a mysterious-looking man who was maybe in his thirties.

"Who are you? how do you know my father? and how did you get to know that I have magical powers" I said while wiping my tears.

he smiled and said  "Woah woah you have a lot of questions but I can't answer any of them right now you will get to know this when the right time comes, but firstly HAPPY BIRTHDAY dear and here is your gift hope you like it"

he handed me a box it felt a bit heavy so I kept it on the ground. when I got up to look for him he was gone. he vanished in thin air. I opened the box only to find a lot of money and a ticket to KOREA. 

I was in complete shock. I was only thinking WHO IS THIS MAN? WHAT'S HIS RELATION WITH FATHER? HOW DID HE GET TO KNOW ABOUT MY POWERS? AND WHY DID HE GIVE ME A BOX FULL OF MONEY AND A TICKET TO KOREA?

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