My Enemy Is My Lover | Nash Grier

Chapter Twenty Five

Chapter Twenty Five

It's only been a month of this endless pain without my best friend. It feels like its been forever. Some things have changed from the past couple of weeks , I haven't been attending school at all since Kara left. I've never thought of myself as a drop out , but I haven't left my house for a month. I haven't really been inspired to do anything lately , I've been so down in the dumps since Kara isn't here I feel like I'm not fully myself . I've rarely talked to both Nash and Cam. I've pushed practically everyone away from me besides my terrible thoughts. I also gained a little weight from literally not doing anything but sitting and staring at the wall all day. I mean I don't get how I've gained when every time I eat I end up throwing it up not even an hour later. I can't keep much down like I used to , maybe its because I used to be active and now I'm laying in bed all day isn't really helping . This first month has been a bit hard on me, I thought to myself , I need to see my best friend.

Maybe that's why I haven't been myself , they just took Kara away so suddenly that I barely got to say goodbye to her . I didn't get to say everything I had to in just a matter of minutes.

I decided to get up for the first time in a while , and go downstairs to talk to Cam. "Cam ?.." I asked. "Yeah ?" He answered. "Umm , you think we could go down and see Kara ?" I asked timid like. "Yeah , we could go tomorrow if you'd like ?" Cam said. I nodded , that was easier than I thought , I thought to myself.

Nash came through the front door , all sweaty from football practice. I haven't looked at him awhile , I forgot how handsome he was. The way his eyes glisten when he smiles . He brought me into a hug , "Well look who stopped being a night owl. " Nash smirked down at me , I haven't looked at him for so long in this last month . Butterflies started building up in my stomach , making me smile from ear to ear . This feeling I haven't felt for awhile , I'm actually happy . Well , at least I feel happy . "Yeah , we are visiting Kara tomorrow ." I said holding the smile on my face for as long as I could , I didn't want to lose this bit of happiness.

"That's great !" Nash said, "let's go pick out your outfit for tomorrow ." Nash added as his hand made its way to my lower back, guiding me up the stairs to my room.

I know Nash has been here the whole time , but I've been too busy staring at the wall and being depressed that I haven't realized how much I missed him and the way he makes me feel . Nash brought me to my closet and helped me pick out some things that were my favorite things to wear. "Nash ?" I asked. "Yeah ?" He answers. "You still love me right ?"

Nash turned around and looked at me like I have gone insane. "Have you lost your mind ? What would make you ask something like that ?" Nash said. "Aye , I have a couple screws loose and can you blame me ? You help me pick out clothes . I want to make sure you're not secretly gay !" I said to him, he gasped and playfully hit me in the arm. "No babe, I'm just a good boyfriend." He said as he kissed my cheek.

I really hope tomorrow goes well. Who am I kidding ?! I don't care if it goes terrible tomorrow , I just want to see my best friend.

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Authors Note~ so guys the next chapter is going to be the visit between Cassandra and Kara ! What do you think will happen ?

Sorry , I updated later than I promised , I was supposed to update this chapter the 14th but I didn't have time. Well, its finally summer , I've been off for almost two weeks already, I think. I've been doing a lot of stuff and working one some things for the future . Well comment what you think my next book should be about and be sure to follow me on Twitter (@50ShadesOfNash_) ! Hope you guys are having a great summer ! Sorry this was such a short chapter , but im working on making the chapters longer ! I will update the next chapter sometime this weekend , hopefully !